ok so yesterday started out like shit! but it ended up pretty good. i was actually somewhat happy. well i went to the field to see chars and crystals football game. both won their games. char scored 2 touchdowns in the process. and then we all came home and had a bbq with char's coaches family. it was pretty cool. i love coral (chars qb on her team ( Read more... )

miserable...im just so miserable and all i can do is cry. and i dont even think i have a reason. this weekend is gonna suck!

OK talk about idiot. i didnt even know it was friday until this morning at 7:15am. i swear to god it was a thursday. so being that thats how the day started off BEING A FLIPPIN FRIDAY it was alright. we dissected a squid in bio which was surprisingly cool. 100 times better than that earthworm. and then i got a 100% on my chemistry test. i was so ( Read more... )

Happy CINCO DE MAYO. man thats fun to say. yeah i dont even know the point of this holiday. i think its to celebrate spring but for me its to celebrate 15 more days until my birthday and 14 until school is fucking out for 10 weeks! well in a nut shell today was good. i mostly day dreamed like ALL day though. i sat in class in a daze just imagining ( Read more... )

well today i dressed as rednecky as you can get. i wore a comfy long sleeved camo shirt with a big ass shiny silver and gold belt buckle of a horse. im definetly a loxahatchee girl! although i was dressed spunkily i was so just blah all day. i moped around and didnt talk and then me and the twins got in a fight b/c they are so depressed all the ( Read more... )

SUM 41~Motivation

What's the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,
I feel like I don't give a shit.

chorus
Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
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yeah yeah yeah...just another miserable monday. but we only got like 4 more to go! 17 days left of school! whoo hoo! i can hardly wait and only 18 days until my birthday. i decided im having my party on the 21st. its just gonna be a pool party thing and im gonna put soap on my trampoline and itll just be a blast. plus ill be with all of my favorite ( Read more... )

MAY FIRST!!!! WHOO HOO!!! that means 19 days until my birthday and like 18 days of school left or something like that. i want out of school so badly. the anticipation is KILLING ME! well friday after i wrote my last entry i took a nap and was woken up by my mom so we could solve my and my sisters issues. i dont think it solved anything. i cried so ( Read more... )

Well today was fun i guess. i finally lashed out a danny and i did pretty well. but after we get off the bus he stands there and is like "rachel come here now" and then he gets in my fucking face and is like "im fed up with your shit you bitch and im telling you right now never to talk to me again you ugly fucking cunt(my word)" and im like "ok ( Read more... )

..........omg i cried like all day today. this morning and then on&off during the day and then SO much at home and at football practice. im just so drained and overtired. idk whats wrong with me. im not eating as much and im just so blah. all i wanna do i sleep and see people like kenny. but now he dont even matter cause my sister and all. im sick ( Read more... )