Comments | footballfreak09: IGNORE THIS

footballfreak09

IGNORE THIS

Jun 10, 2006 18:59

I think it's come to the point where i'm just so used to being unhappy that i don't really notice it anymore. Then it just overwhelms me in huge, sudden waves of... whatever. I can't even explain it. I'll just be talking in some normal conversation and i'll feel it come on out of the blue ( Read more... )

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_piquant June 11 2006, 09:51:08 UTC

Woman, I can't imagine High School without you. Or Lit classes with Serrano.

I can't believe you're not in Comm anymore. I know it's so not me, but I'm gonna miss you. *hugehuggs*

In other words, I love you. And so do A LOT of people. And we'll always here for you, don't you ever forget. ;)

footballfreak09 June 13 2006, 13:54:11 UTC

i know :) thanks. :)

anaesthetised June 11 2006, 11:25:16 UTC

Things like this aren't a burden to anyone; don't hesitate to just come out with it. :) I mean, I might be babaw sabaw all the time, but that's actually what I'm here for. The more you keep it in, the more likely you are to implode -- look what happened to me, and what grade school and high school were like.

I could have written a lot of what you put up there. I was just so used to feeling sad that I thought nothing could bring me down anymore, then I'd get REALLY depressed, and I'd get so bogged down by it that I'd end up doing really stupid things because I couldn't, or just didn't, trust anybody with what I was feeling.

I mean, think about it. Nobody ever really understood why I was always so depressed when, I quote, I was rich and I had everything anyway. So? That never meant that I couldn't feel what I was feeling, and even my parents acknowledged that ( ... )

footballfreak09 June 13 2006, 13:56:14 UTC

hey, i hope you didn't think this was you guys or anything, and plus i love babaw sabaw! :)) help take my mind of shit. being depressed and talking about boring emo shit's no fun.

i love you too, thanks. :)

glamourchild19 June 12 2006, 07:11:27 UTC

i'm always mildly depressed, for no apparent reason. i don't think it's because i'm an emotional wreck or just sweepingly dramatic, i think it's the fact that i know i'm capable of being and doing a lot of things that i haven't got around to yet for reasons that are just plain petty. saying what you just did doesn't make you the queen of pain or WHATNOT, and it shouldn't make you feel alienated from the rest of the living world. we're all sad inside, for different reasons, and in varying degrees, but just because we are doesn't make us toxic.

you're a toughie, sweetie, but that also means that in complement, you're as fragile as the rest of us fools. it doesn't make you a freak, it makes you a GIRL :)

i love you! chin up, boobs out, and remember, the sun will come out tooomoooorrooooooow! haha yuck

footballfreak09 June 13 2006, 13:57:49 UTC

thanks my sistah! :))

mwah! love you!

sikakaako June 12 2006, 14:19:13 UTC

hoy babae. friend friend?? im here. come on...after a year, ive been there and back, dito pa naman diba? was never the best friend but im here.

love you :)

p.s. i know you want me.

footballfreak09 June 13 2006, 13:58:15 UTC

i want you i want you ka diyan. TSS EXCUSE ME, YOU WANT ME! :P

impishtry June 14 2006, 08:29:18 UTC

bawal emo! i loff you! and.. that 6 c... guy, z..., B(!!! not beckham... the d...)...
so! no more emo! and...! more beer!

footballfreak09 June 14 2006, 13:25:24 UTC

im going to pretend get that, sooooo NOT FUNNY. :P