I get mad at people sometimes. But the only time I get furious is at myself. That happened today. I dont know why I got so mad, but it was just uncontrollable anger. I wanted to punch a brick wall so bad, but i didn't have one around. And its only because I couldn't do something that I know I should be able to do. I feel like I'm starting to get ( Read more... )

I just thought of the best idea ever!

I came up with a new movie idea. I think its kinda cool but it ends in the most irratating way or at least to me. but thats ok. Im starting to look for old bands that i use to like to see if they still play. I found out that last week third eye blind played at SU, i would have liked to see that.

Today was the most frustrating day I've had in a while. Idk what to think about anything anymore. Doesn't matter what I do, I know it will just change or be rendered pointless in a couple of months. It makes me not want to do anything. I wish I had something to look forward to.

Sometimes I just cant take it anymore. I need a new job, I need to get out of my house, and I need to go to binghamton. My sister and Brother are ruining things around here. My sister has become this super bitch who only cares about popularity and meaningless posesions and well my brother hasnt changed. I want to get out of my house, becuase of ( Read more... )

Im going to start a pop band of synths. Im going to start to learn the piano cause my hands are starting to hurt too much to play guitar which really sucks.

....I'm drunk. I wish i had more people to be drunk with. I'm finding out that life is a big work(a term that means fake). I've come to terms that I'm going to die at a young age, and I ok with that. I mean i spend most of my time frustrated at life anyways. About how I can never write the songs i wanna write or that I work my ass off and I'm ( Read more... )

I <3 Whole step down tuning to create octives! Woo!

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~That was probably the craziest thing I've ever been involved in.

Wedding + Drunk Wrestlers = One Good Time