IC Anon Meme, Take TWO!

[for_the_han]

Opinions change, things happen. I am a slave to the meme.

Share something anonymously. Anything, really. I won't bite.

[OOC: Totally repeating this because there was some confusion in her last IC anon meme and it ended up being an impromptu OOC one. OH THAT CRAZY YING.]

Comments

[anonymous]

No tying up my girlfriend with silk rope, heh!

[for_the_han]

Well, okay. But only if you don't tie up my boyfriend for some reason. Because I know you're totally going to make a move on him one day!

:(

[anonymous]

That was supposed to be a secret!

[for_the_han]

?

[anonymous]

I don't understand. I'd like to try to, because I'd hate to think he's simply acting and reacting without a reason, without thinking, without...

What is there to you that makes you worth him? I haven't seen it, I haven't seen anything to explain why he wants you, why he's willing to spurn "cake" for "pie."

So show me. I'm trying to understand, but I need material to work off of.

[for_the_han]

I'm not the person to ask. His reasons for deeming me worthy are his own.

I remember a time when he wanted nothing to do with me. I remember when he could barely stand to be in my presence when I made mistakes. I think I digusted him, honestly.

But we talked anyway. He had the same questions as you, you know. Minus the cake or pie analogy that you seem to be making here that I still don't QUITE understand.

The short of it is that the more he and I spoke, the more he and I found common ground. We were more alike than we would've liked to think.

...

I wonder. When hate dissolves, is neutrality possible? When it is no longer possible for you to hate someone, will the raw feeling ever go away? Not of hate, of course. Just the sheer intensity of emotion behind it. When you become used to feeling strongly about someone, it may be difficult to give that up, even if you replace dislike for like... or vice versa.

After all, some of the strongest hatreds I know come from love. Who is to say it doesn't work in reverse?

[anonymous]

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So you're suggesting that he loves you because he does not hate you, but he cannot feel mildly about you. No experience with that here at all oh no.

The food analogy is terribly inaccurate. Food does not behave in unpredictable fashions; food does not have emotions, food does not have complexes.

All it really is accurate on is that he is a glutton, I suppose.

[for_the_han]

It's a possibility. You wanted an explanation, and I tried my best to give a logical one.

If he is a glutton, am I not one as well?

[anonymous]

Do you hate me?

[for_the_han]

I originally stated that I couldn't make a decision either way, but then I realized that came off a lot harsher than I intended.

At this point in time, I don't think I HATE anyone at this camp. There are a few I wish would smack into low-hanging branches every time they go into the woods. There are a few I don't trust. There are a few who annoy me, and even as much as Xingba pisses me off and I say I want to kill him sometimes, I can still WORK with him.

I hated a few people. Some are no longer here. Some I no longer hate.

Now, as to whether I dislike you or not depends on who you are, though I doubt I do, as those I dislike tend to not give a shit if I do or not.

[anonymous]

I am a person who would not appear to give a shit if you disliked me.

[for_the_han]

But you asked.

That means something.

[anonymous]

Good luck with your men tonight.

[for_the_han]

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[anonymous]

You're taking advice from the wrong people!

[for_the_han]

?

[anonymous]

You've been listening to me. I've been happy to be of help, but on some level it still weirds me out.

[for_the_han]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

You give good advice.