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for_you_my_love

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Nov 19, 2004 14:00

Life sucks the big one. I honestly think God hates me.Three deaths in two weeks. A friend, a dear friends Mother, and an amazing Grandfather, all gone off to a place far better than this one.

I'm leaving for Ohio tomorrow.
I'm not so sure when I'll be back.. after Thanksgiving Break is what my Mom is planning on, but she's not too sure.

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supercool_dork November 20 2004, 05:47:37 UTC

Ashi3e b3e, you better call me from ohio because i'll be worried about you chicka. i love you, and you know i'm just a phone call away love.

for_you_my_love November 26 2004, 00:57:37 UTC

Cati3e c3e, its a little late now.. sorry I haven't called.
I'm okay, I think. I love you always.
♥

<3 xoutofcashxious November 20 2004, 15:26:15 UTC

"i know it sounds hard to believe but once you stop fighting it and accept it as part of you, it's not such a bad thing. it will still hurt, it will still tear you apart, but in a different way. a more intimate way. you can use it. it's yours. it belongs to you. but the pain of grief..." he hesitated. "the pain you're feeling now doesn't last forever. it can't. it hurts too much. you can't live with that much pain -- not forever. your body can't take it. your mind can't take it. it knows that if you don't get over it, it's going to kill you. and it doesn't want that. so it makes you get over it. but getting over it doesn't mean forgetting it, it doesn't mean betraying your feelings, it just means reducing the pain to a tolerable level, a level that doesn't destroy you. i know that right now the idea of getting over it is unimaginable. it's impossible. inconceivable. unthinkable. you don't want to get over it. why should you? it's all you've got. you don't want kind words, you don't care what other people think or say, you don't want ( ... )

Re: <3 for_you_my_love November 26 2004, 00:58:07 UTC

::cries:: Oh boy, thank you love.
♥♥

delvec November 20 2004, 16:00:54 UTC

Thanks for supporting me dear.<3

for_you_my_love November 26 2004, 00:58:37 UTC

Anything for my Davey,
and thank you.. for everything.
♥

x_unreachable_ December 3 2004, 01:04:30 UTC

ashley, im soo sorry about your losses, and i know this is a really hard time for you, but things will get better! keep your head up girl, you have so many friends who care about u and are there for you. im always here if you need anything =) Feel better <33

<3 christina

for_you_my_love December 4 2004, 18:36:19 UTC

Thanks Christina. I love you ♥