Ive had some good times the past few days....

Saturday night was good alysse and julie slept over, and pete came over after work. We all had fun. Me and alysse are the masters of cards! Esp. when it comes to spit we love it, and you should too. We all had fun talking into the night... we stayed up pretty late

Sunday was pretty sweet, me and alysse ( Read more... )

She said we're much too different we're from two seperate worlds ( Read more... )

drama drama drama drama.... explains it all.

Omg i hate drama and my whole life has been like one of those hate-in-love movies ahh! omg so i break up with someone cuz i realize that i dont know them, and i dont like them the way they like me... but they still want to hold on, so i look like an idiot and a mean person cuz he cant let go, i do like ( Read more... )

Things are getting better, i finally realized that i was holding on to alot of anger i still had left from a relationship from my ex, but i let it all go at yg and i feel 10 times lighter (of course its all due to God's help) Then once again my best friend in the whole wide world told me he loved me, im excited about it but i dont want any more ( Read more... )

I feel the worst ive ever felt before as a person. Breaking up with someone you care about is worse than being dumped. I wish i never had to hurt someone and I hope i never do it again. Because of my own stupid mixed up feelings i hurt someone i actually care about. Luckily the guy is awesome, and doesnt hate me :(. But just the same i know i hurt ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be so drawn out lately i dont know what to think anymore. I thought id be so happy, i thought it would work... but im so wrong way too many times in my life. I really mess it up, i really wonder why i try. Im so confused and lost and all i really want is to be happy. I just wish some things never changed and i could of been left ( Read more... )

Friday night was my first date with derek, it went really really well. I showed up at his house and talked with his mom for a lil, shes a total sweet heart, i love her... and i found out we actually have somethings in common :)... super cool. Then i went down stairs with derek and there happened to be 2 guys staring at me as i came down the stairs ( Read more... )

A few days ago i thought my life was going pretty bad and i thought my happiness was only going to be found in one guy. But someone wonderful came along and wanted to date me, and it seems he really likes me. He makes me feel special, and somehow i know he would never hurt me intentionally and that he will just love me. Mhm, im happy, and his name ( Read more... )

My life seems to get crazier the older i get. I broke up with this guy i thought i loved, but realized i loved someone else the whole time and have for a long time. But it was too late when all was said and done with my ex. I felt like i lost my chance and im contemplating telling this person that i love him. But im so scared, and im scared of ( Read more... )

My day was pretty sweet. It started out good, me and my mom kinda sat around and she made a BIG breakfast cuz she just quit her job. I had pancakes and bacon!!! yummmmmy! hehe. Then i went to meet Jayson and Alysse and we went to pick up julie! Then we went to julies house and all played with are new cellulars haha, yes i said cellulars. It was ( Read more... )