Okay have you ever had someone in your life that was really stupid and didnt know how to keep a friend but its your fault? Okay i HAD a friend who was really awesome, and they had seemed to have problems with friends tho, so it made me wonder how long we were guna be friends. Well come to find out all of a sudden there was an icident and she took ( Read more... )

Theres alot that has happened to me yesterday. My ex who was still my best friend called me and to make a long story short, practically told me that hes not guna call me anymore and that i shouldnt call him and that he doesnt want to be my friend anymore. We had promised alot to eachother, very serious things. And they were mostly his promises, but ( Read more... )

Im on my uncles desktop computer its pretty sweet, i wish i had one, my ex said he was going to get me one for my bday but that looks like its not guna happen. My best friend was kinda being mean to me the other day, i called and after 10 min i had to go do something so they told me to call back in 10 min so i did and they ended up being on the ( Read more... )

I cant believe we are starting school tomorrow! Its horrible, i dont feel like we had a long enough summer...nvm that i know we didnt. It wasnt the greatest either, i hope more people had fun times then the one i did, but if could have been worse. Even though i hate the fact that i have to go to school and wake up at 5:30, there is some excitement ( Read more... )

I know my updates have been pretty weird and depressing but what can i say? lol. Lonliness is horrible, and to forget about the person you totally love you have to constantly be doing things so your mind is off it. And so like the other days (since this bad point in my life happend) i fill it with things to do. I went with my friend julie and her ( Read more... )

I worked today and then i got chinese food to momentarily suppress my depression. Actually im taking the whole single thing pretty well for a year and five months ( Read more... )

When i chose mood being crushed, it deffinatley was wrong. This entry is way more suiting... my boyfriend did break up with me! Maybe i always thought it was impossible that i wouldnt be with him... i guess i thought wrong. I miss him alot, but im taking it pretty well... incase you were wondering. It wasnt the classic breakup, it was more mutual ( Read more... )

I have been with my boyfriend for a year and a little over 5 months... But now that he is 18 in september he wants to leave to start his life. The bad part, and the part that my life will have to move on is that he could leave as early as OCTOBER for the Air Force, so i will be left alone ( Read more... )

Today was my only sisters wedding, it was very nice and she was a beautiful bride! Im so happy for her, shes really found the one.. I just cant wait till its my turn. I hope the guy i am with now is the guy who i see at the end of the wedding asile :) that would really be perfect. I was the Maid of Honor and i had to give a speech and i cried, i ( Read more... )

My day started at 7 in the morning. My boyfriend called me to wake me up for work and sang me a little good morning song. I love him alot. Hes my world... ne ways So i got up and got ready for the day and got to work for 9ish and worked about 5 hours. Long day considering i usually only work 3, extra hours for summer... i have to pay 200 to someone ( Read more... )