TO YOU:
Hey lovelies,
I hope this message finds you well and having lots and lots of fun!! <3
I sure hope so!
This is me telling you that I am ok. I am functioning although not at my best! lol
Things have been going crazy at work.
Did I tell you that the girls who are taking over our jobs on the 21st, actually flat-ironed their hair at work and gave each other french manicures WHILE ON THE JOB?
Yes, that's how dedicated they are!
[sarcasm]I feel so proud that these girls are taking over the job that I have been doing for 4 years!! [/end sarcasm]
Anywell, besides getting depressed and outraged over this, I have managed to get my life under control a bit. And my online life.
I have cleaned out my computer and I also cleaned out my email. Can you believe I had emails dating back to 2007?
I didn't need those anymore. I am just too emotional and get attached to every little thing, which is really bad. I don't wanna end up a hoarder! lol
Isn't that what they are called? lol
I have put everything into perspective and taken many decisions... I think despite everything going on (losing my fave job, not having enough money) I am going to make it through because I have my family and YOU!
People I love and who I know genuinely care about me no strings attached!
Who said online friendships aren't real and honest and rewarding.
Throughout all these years I am blogging and visiting forums (some of you I mean on boards first), I have met so many wonderful people.
People who have opened their heart to me and have made me safe and comfortable enough to open up mine.
I have trusted you with my joy, I have trusted you with my misery but above all I have known what it feels to have friends sending you hugs and positive energy from all around the world.
Need I say how important and precious you all are to me? You have changed my life, the way I look upon the world (I'm more trusting and positive now) and you have shared your happiness with me, bringing me into your home sort of speak and making me a part of your family.
No matter where you are, near or far, you are all inside my heart and with every beat I feel you.
I have been truly blessed to know so many genuinely GOOD people.
Thank you!
I love you all very much.
My parents will be leaving on Tuesday or Wednesday so yippie... I will be having time to reply to at least the two most recent posts of everyone.
I am gonna make 2011 worthwhile to be my friend again.
I am sorry if any of you are doubting me. You have every right.
This past year has been so eventful on the bad side that somehow I lost track of everything and I felt so numb and afraid that I didn't pay you enough attention.
You definitely deserve better and well let's just hope this time it's more than words on my part.
I know I disappear sometimes but believe me it rarely is because I am having too much fun - although I intend to do just that for once!!!
The journey to 2011 begins and I'd love for you to be my copilots!!
Yours always
Kelly
P.S.: All comments are screened. Feel free to chide me for not being there, tell me something random, tell me you love me too or how your day way!
REMEMBER: YOUR KELLY LOVES YOU