hello

[foreigneyes]

i can't choke back anything.
the smallest things.

nothing seems RIGHT anymore, nothing FITS. it has been hours.
and soon it will be days, weeks, months.

and it will never seem right.

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thoughts i had when thinking of you

[nanogenes]

perfection is in imperfection. perfection is in flaw.
you are really quite beautiful and better than you
allow or let yourself be. today is only one day and
tomorrow will be better and "this will only make you
stronger" and being weak is sort of like being deep,
cuz it's like you're drowning, and have weights tied
to your feet. and "depth is the greatest of heights."
you are so you and no one can steal that or poison it.
no one can taint you. you are in control, and those
who don't realize that you are such a gift are so stupid.
and selfish. and... they only knew you for yesterday,
and letting you go is a mistake, you know but they don't.
letting you go means that they won't know you tomorrow.
and tomorrow is so full of hope because it hasn't happened
yet but at the same time - it's happening right now
and every single second is a tomorrow.

Re: thoughts i had when thinking of you

[foreigneyes]

thank you for thinking this.
as not even i have the strength to think positively.