..... What a week this has been. It's been hard to live through. I had a ton of work to do at Target. School is really starting to make it's presence known in my life, with a bunch of assignments I have to do. Jordan gave me bad advice (which in his defense, doesn't happen very often, but still...it screwed some things up) and I managed to harm ( Read more... )

Well, I have a day off, so I figured that I would finally post a new entry. The past few days have been pretty interesting, on an emotional and personal level. Before I write about all that though, my weekend was pretty good. I worked most of it, then had a great Easter and got to hang out with Jordan again. I was really happy about that, as I ( Read more... )

I wanted to post the lyrics to this song, because I simply fell in love with it. I think that it's the perfect song to describe my life. There are two reasons that this song is so important to me, and that is:
1)This is the theme song to the T.V. show "Smallville", which deals with a young Clark Kent coming to terms with who he is, and facing his ( Read more... )

"The Dark is generous ( Read more... )

I feel quite exhausted. I work at Target for 40 hours a week, mostly from 9 to 5. It's not a bad place to work, I'm just not used to working...so much. lol I've had to work double jobs lately. One as a Cart Attendant, and the other as a cashier (which is only supposed to be a "back up" job for me). At the end of the day, I just sit and wonder what ( Read more... )

Today was orientation at Target, and all it consisted of was...watching videos and filling out a bunch of paperwork. I had to get up at 6:30 today in order to get ready for work. That was a little tough, as I am used to sleeping in. But hey...At least I'm getting paid for it. I have to work tomorrow from 6pm to 9pm. That leaves me the whole day to ( Read more... )

Today was a very good day.

Well, as of today, I officially work at Target! I have to go to an orientation meeting on Monday at 9am, while wearing a red shirt and tan pants (more or less). Gee, I wonder what uniform they are preparing me for? lol So, that should be cool. Now that I have a job, I can more easily pay for things, and be able to get my life in order. I want to ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. Last night, I had a wonderful meeting with my Bishop and he discussed some things about my life that cause me trouble, one of which was depression. When I left, I felt so much better because he showed me why I shouldn't feel this way, and how I had honestly every reason to believe otherwise. And it was true. Yet now ( Read more... )

Well, I have some good news, some bad news, and a clarification to make.

THE GOOD NEWS: I essentially have a job at Target now! I just have to take a drug test tomorrow (to test for all the drugs that I don't take. lol), and then after that, I'm officially hired! I was offered the job today, so...yeah. It doesn't pay nearly as much as what I was ( Read more... )