friends... how many of us have them?

Feb 09, 2005 18:32

mk..... so lj won't let me log on to my other name (bizarre) and I had a poem I wanted to post but I'm not done editing it. Gabs and Neb already read it ( Read more... )

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hey devon kimbo54321 February 9 2005, 16:52:25 UTC
hey there, You are my gurl and and I know that aweful person you are talkin about is me and the last thing I wanted to do was be one of the people you thought they turned their back on you...I am so sorry...at dinner I acted like a total bitch and I don't know what I was doing. You really don't need my smart ass remarks right now and I should have been more considerate that I would have thought of that and kept my Henry comment to myself, because that person really isn't mean...i never want to hurt anyone, espcially you....you are my best friend....please forgive me....and I promise that I will be a better friend as soon as you get out of rehearsals. sorry gurl, I am just an ordinary people...Kimmi

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Re: hey devon mistermystery2 February 10 2005, 11:39:06 UTC
Huh...what? What about Henry?

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Re: hey devon forevavonnie_dd February 10 2005, 14:02:29 UTC
don't worry about it. It wasn't bad, she just made the point that you are the only one who cares, which in a lot of ways is true (she didn't say it like that, but yea). That's not what was bothering me, I told you about that.

--Dee

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hey hey kimbo54321 February 9 2005, 21:07:52 UTC
hey everytime i read that i almost cry...because i feel so bad.....and I know that i could come and find you, but I really am scrared I couldn't possibly approach you at this moment, but i think i just might.....ok i am thinking about it
kim

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Re: hey hey forevavonnie_dd February 9 2005, 21:46:20 UTC
tanky 4 apologizing, but that wasn't the first comment you made at dinner that made me angry.

"Two tone"
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Racist comment, that was NOT appreciated.

It was embarassing and mean, and hurtful, because I have to deal with racism everyday, and to hear it from my best friend doesn't help. If you say things like that to people in front of my face, what should I expect you to say behind my back? THAT'S WHY I'M ANGRY.

It always seems like I'm in your way, or getting on your nerves, so what do you say behind my back Kim? Go ahead and tell me.

--Dee

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Re: hey hey kimbo54321 February 10 2005, 11:24:43 UTC
aww...no no it isn't that way at all....I promise...I am not racists at all...and I was tryin to funny...I had no idea that , that bothered you...devon I said it because I didn't think you would take it that way and I am sorry...and I have never talked about you behind your back I can promise you that... I have never had anything to say against you. I am sorry...I was just making a reference, to the saying I say or rather used to say...you know kiss my natural black ass....I know that you ahve to deal with that, and I really didn't think it would bother you comming from me, but I guess even I don't have the right to say it...so I am sorry...love you the bell has just rang....to be continued...Kim

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Re: hey hey forevavonnie_dd February 10 2005, 13:59:34 UTC
Two Tone has nothing to do with anyone's RIGHT to say that. No one has the right to call me anything beside my name, and I'm glad you apologized but I'm not sure I'm over it.

Since I got here, I've been called a mixed breed and a crigger (although that's ignorant, I still don't appreciated it). People didn't call me anything besides Dee back home. I wasn't black, I wasn't white. No one cared. No one made comments like that for laughs either. They appreciated me for who I am, and not for who my parents are:

BECAUSE RACE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, AND EVERYTHING TO DO WITH MY PARENTS DECISION TO HAVE ME.

I wish I wasn't biracial. I wish I was just one race, and this comment wouldn't mean anything. But I am biracial. And it hurts.... a lot.

--Dee

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your call kimbo54321 February 10 2005, 19:36:44 UTC
hey there.....I can't stress enough how much of a friend you are to me and it is totally your call if u ever want to be friends with me again...and I'm gonna hate losing you if thats what you chose, but thats ok I just want you to be happy and surround yourself with people who will respect you. I am the least racists person I know, but being biracial isn't a bad thing at all and no one puts you down for it...there are quiet a few biracial people here....so your not alone at all...anyway take you time and I hoe this gets resolved....Kim

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Re: your call forevavonnie_dd February 10 2005, 22:25:45 UTC
Britney, Whitney, Tia, and I are the only biracial people in the entire school.

--Dee

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