At work.... Monday's are always so slow. I've been here for 2 hours. So far, I spent 10 minutes putting up the Bulldog Bucks board and deposited 94 cents onto somebody's account. I read some in Man's Search for Meaning and random wikipedia articles to keep myself entertained. the rain is making it dark as hell outside. not so pretty ( Read more... )

a house to myself has been niceeeeee. i have decided not to take a late summer class ever again ( Read more... )

The past week has been nothing but one gigantic blur. this cold ended up being one hell of a mofo and i've done nothing but gone to class and work and slept. i've been going to sleep at about 8 every night and waking up around 7 every day for work. tonight i discovered a wonderful combination of extra strength tylenol and sudafed. it has made me ( Read more... )

at home again. woo hoo ( Read more... )

home has gotten a little better. i've been in a better mood today at least ( Read more... )

I feel 100x better from last week. I've finally made some decisions I feel comfortable with and good about ( Read more... )

Finals suck. However, my inability to stop procrastinating sucks more. Friday I had a slight break down. I had a doctor's appointment in the morning, broke down, then drove to Madison. I drove to Madison because it's where I drive when I've been on the verge of a breakdown for about a week have found nothing else capable of calming me down. I ( Read more... )

I am feeling better. I've never taken advantage of having a group of friends that I can vent to who can relate or semi-relate to stuff in my life ( Read more... )

I've been here to long. I am restless. Much pain comes with the thought of living here so long. However, much growth does too ( Read more... )

the status of so many women around here makes me very sad. these women who are unable to function properly without a boy. i see, it's tempting to be that way, but so much happiness comes with not being dependent on a fucking male ( Read more... )