so things are starting to get pretty weird around here lately. not weird like, uncomfortable awkward feeling weird. but weird in the sense that everyone is tense and sad and frustrated that we're all leaving one another, and frustrated with ourselves and getting agitated at the littlest things. i'm just not ready to leave yet. but then again, i'm ( Read more... )

Ok so I just started reading this guide to life book and on one of the first pages it said the following and i thought it completely applied to my life. and i wanted to share. ok thanksssssss:

"I'm not one-hundred percent self-satisfied, but I'm trying; I'm closer. I'm not pushing for complete self-acceptance; self tolerance is a perfectly ( Read more... )

i can't be me anymore. i can't do this anymore. i can't look at everything the same. dear change, please come. hurry. i'm drowing in my own mess of creation while blindly denying the inevitable truths i have feared all along. get me to september 3 in one piece, ok? thanks.

I GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVERYONE COME TO MY PARTY TOMORROW 1-WHENEVER AT MY HOUSE! I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU ALLLL!

HOLY SHIT I GRADUATED! I GRADUATED! IM DONE! AAAAH!

i don't know how to feel anymore. i don't know how to shut my head off. today someone said, "omg you must be sooo excited for tomorrow" and i wanted to be like YESSSSS I AM! - but only a little part of me is. what the hell. like thirteen years of education...thirteen years of being with some of the same people and tomorrow marks the end of that. ( Read more... )

HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAY TO SARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH CEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! GIRL I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

ARE YOU 1?
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ARE YOU18? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so i feel like so much has been going on lately that deserves attention on here. first of all, the arts festival was just amazing. i'm always blown away at the talent we have. i seriously wonder like if you were to go to another high school if they are like us. because i've seen other high school plays and they're nothing like what we have. i ( Read more... )

OK seniors listen up! I went to Wal-Mart tonight with Bethany and we like to sit and read magazines. So I picked up this random magazine, "Justine" and it's like a Seventeen or Teen People..one of those kinds. But this article was in it, and it really hit home for me and I think a lot of us going through this "let's be done now" phase. So I'm going ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHH! WICKED WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE IT!

- i sat second row center with my mom and it was like nothing ever before. i've never been so close to see their faces and everything (or the conductor, who by the way, was gorgeous. and young. mmhmm.) 
-soooooooo soo good. if you have tickets and are going, you will just ( Read more... )

i just cant even believe it. im being selfish being thankful at least i'm a senior...but what about the rest of you? this suuuuuuuucksssss.