I want my friends back so badly that it physically hurts.

Dec 17, 2013 17:50

My resolve crumbles sometimes, as it has at this very moment, and I'm reminded that loneliness is second only to grief in being the most crushing weight we will bear as human beings. I dream of every single one of you, former friends, gone and lost and cast off. The bridges I did not burn outright I surely helped sabotage. But am I so undeserving ( Read more... )

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noisywallflower December 18 2013, 01:14:45 UTC
I'm still your friend. :)

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thomasvye December 26 2013, 00:30:48 UTC
Some of us are always still around. :)

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bishmanrock January 1 2014, 00:16:39 UTC
I won't claim to understand this, or ask\want to know. But parts of it I could relate to, and it's a horrible feeling being shut out without any sort of power. The solution is often unlikely and turns up at its own predetermined point in time, sometimes as a result of things you've done before, sometimes as mere coincidence.

Dunno if that helps. Maybe not. If you want to talk, I'm sure anyone around you would be willing - myself included if you're stuck. Sometimes advice comes from bizarre corners.

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