Left public because he's too sick to care

Dec 20, 2003 03:46

I washed my hands of Orlando a long time ago. I told myself he was an addict, and there was nothing I could do before he admitted that at least he had a problem. It broke my heart at the time, because I really love that kid. But he turned into some kind of wild thing, and I was pretty fucked up at the time myself, so I did nothing ( Read more... )

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hiddenlight December 20 2003, 01:58:19 UTC
Sean? I'm sorry, love. All this is just... it's just taking a lot out of us.

Orlando's fine. He's out of the woods.

Take care of yourself, all right?

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forever_bean December 20 2003, 12:08:43 UTC
Thanks Sarah. Don't worry too much, and take care of yourself. I'm fine now.

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poetagainstwar December 20 2003, 10:11:20 UTC

There are so many things I want to tell you, say to you, share with you. I let you down repeatedly today, and I don't know how, or if I'll ever be able to make it up to you.

One thing above all things I want you to know, Sean, is that you do have a right. You have every right to say something to me. I asked you to be with us, live with us, stay with us. I want you with me -- I need you. I know Miranda wants and needs you. Now more than ever.

Maybe you'll try to turn me away, maybe not, but I'm not going to leave you alone again. I'm going to make things right for us. For all of us.

I love you, Sean. I want, hope for us to be together always. The three of us. I hold things back a lot, don't say what I should, but I'm finished.

*Viggo walks to the door to the bedroom they share. It's darkened, even against the light outside, shades pulled to keep out the glare. He walks to the bed where Sean is laying, knows he's not asleep. He sits on the edge of the bed and takes Sean's hand in his, his eyes speaking volumes -- ( ... )

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catherineelise December 20 2003, 14:27:24 UTC
Sean please don't beat yourself up over us . . . we both made mistakes. After all, I was the one who couldn't trust, couldn't believe in us. I've never asked you to fogive me that, but I hope you will.

Listen, I'm in Rome, but . . . if you need someone to talk to . . . please don't think twice about calling, all right?

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mirry_mirry December 20 2003, 16:23:59 UTC
No, I won't kill you... I need you.

Please...

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