well.. i guess because he IMed me earlier it set the mood for the whole day. & maybe a little help from the weather. I started thinkin & realized that even though I'm putting on a front, I still miss him. I don't cry to anybody anymore, but it doesn't mean I still don't cry. He was a big part of my life, & I know I have to get over him, but it ( Read more... )

well.. i guess because he IMed me earlier it set the mood for the whole day. & maybe a little help from the weather. I started thinkin & realized that even though I'm putting on a front, I still miss him. I don't cry to anybody anymore, but it doesn't mean I still don't cry. He was a big part of my life, & I know I have to get over him, but it ( Read more... )

I feel sick today :(

But I've never been in a better mood. Things right now are looking up.. for the most part. he IMed me today. I'm not ready to even say his name yet. It still hurts, but one thing I'm thankful for are my outstandingly, amazing friends. I love them ( Read more... )

Tonight was amazing. Today was amazing ( Read more... )

so this weekend was pretty lame minus tonight ( Read more... )

so recently -

school everyday; it's really getting old, fast.
today - school..home.. church.. home to highlight moms hair. i think i may highlight mine tomorrow night. maybe?

since friday, i've done a whole lot of thinking. questions were asked & elizabeth, nonetheless, found the answers..

this i have concluded:
i am not meant to be happy, ever
& true love doesn't exist.
the end..

thnx. k. bye.

01. My hair is not my natural color.
02. I have lost my virginity.
03. I get annoyed when I don't get to finish telling a story.
04. I don't like to wear pink.
05. Sometimes I wish I could do something really, really amazingly well.
06. I don't drink a lot of water.
07. I have taken a hit of a cigarette.
08. I like musicians.
09. I'm such a clean ( Read more... )

so he's made it bluntly clear that he wants "us" or whatever we were, to be over. what can i do?

he wants me to find someone else, he wants me to be happy when he finds someone else, no i'm not hurt at all... not at all.

guys never change. ever.

i've never felt so lonely
he doesn't love me :(