oh yeah, i forgot to say..

Jun 25, 2005 23:04


SooNeR or LaTeR yOurE gUnnA HatE iT. GO AHEAD AND THROW OUR LIVES AWAY...

im getting drunk with heather. aw. my heff. i mished her very very muchles. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

full throttle + vodka (a lot of it) = numbness..

im done. im done. so turn off the heat and fucking EAT ME.

"But please don't get me wrong I'm not bitter I'm mad
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kir4philly June 26 2005, 00:58:27 UTC
I really wish you would have finished the conversation on the phone instead of doing this shit again...
IM SO FUCKING SORRY....
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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whatever. foreverandanite June 27 2005, 18:55:10 UTC
i had work, and if i would have finished talking to you. me being at work would have been homicidal.

i dont know why you are so sorry you said you were doing all the things you wanted to do, jamie doesnt like you talking to me and you are now selfish. you arent the girl i fell in love with. so when you find her, tell her to call me.

"Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it"
that means even you think your following your dreams and everyone wants to see you follow your dreams you realize what you think you love now you dont because what you did love you didnt stop to really feel it.

"Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine"

thats what im going to do..put it all behind me and ill BE JUST FINE!

see you

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youre fucking wrong thislonelyroad June 26 2005, 08:20:01 UTC
ya know i talked to you the other day because i wanted everything to be better. i wanted you to understand and i wanted to get over that. but fuck this. your not going to talk to her like that. she did NOTHING at all to you but fucking care for you and try to stay friends with you but you fuckin give her this shit. i really wouldnt call you a fucking friend you knwo what i would actually fucking call you... a backstabber and fuckin betrayer. SHE DID NOTHING!!!! you make her feel like shit when all she tried to do was fight for yalls friendship. you cant bring her down she doesnt need that shit from you because obviously youre not worth it if thats how your going to talk about her. im through with your bullshit. come go i really dont give a shit but dont fuckin treat someone that fucking cares for you and comes back when you fuckin betray her when you dont like a fuckin decision that she has made.. DONT FUCKING DO IT!!! ITS NOT FAIR TO HER!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Re: youre fucking wrong foreverandanite June 27 2005, 18:49:27 UTC
hahahahhaha. jamie, you are fucking hysterical. from what ive seen you dont treat jess too great yourself. so once you take a great fucking look in the mirror, then tell me that shit again. but im glad you did it this time to where i know this is you instead of assuming shit and writing it all because i think its you. so dont waste your time talking to me because this is the most attention you are going to get from me. bye.

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ps. foreverandanite June 28 2005, 09:07:55 UTC
i was really drunk when i wrote those comments but im not going to erase them before you see them.because they are true.i couldnt really tell if youve seen them or not. but its so fucking aggervating when this is the 1st time ive ever.. EVER been somewhat mean to you jessica. i mean seriously. what the fuck am i supposed to think? im so sick of feeling bad when i do one thing out of character. ive never raised my voice to you, and even the times when you were in my face screaming at me that one night i never once raised my voice to you. i took it all. ALL. so i think its fucking hysterical that when i do one thing like this its like mayhem but when other people do it you take it or yell back and then its all over. you even told me yourself you rather me be a complete bitch to you than not talk to you. but i hate being mean or fighting with you. but it seems like its all we can do to keep in touch with each other. i dont think its worth it. i rather be civil with you and never talk to you then be fighting all the time. its annoying. ( ... )

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JUST LOOKED IN THE MIRRIOR... thislonelyroad June 28 2005, 23:00:53 UTC
ya know i talked to you the other day because i wanted everything to be better. i wanted you to understand and i wanted to get over that. but fuck this. your not going to talk to her like that. she did NOTHING at all to you but fucking care for you and try to stay friends with you but you fuckin give her this shit. i really wouldnt call you a fucking friend you knwo what i would actually fucking call you... a backstabber and fuckin betrayer. SHE DID NOTHING!!!! you make her feel like shit when all she tried to do was fight for yalls friendship. you cant bring her down she doesnt need that shit from you because obviously youre not worth it if thats how your going to talk about her. im through with your bullshit. come go i really dont give a shit but dont fuckin treat someone that fucking cares for you and comes back when you fuckin betray her when you dont like a fuckin decision that she has made.. DONT FUCKING DO IT!!! ITS NOT FAIR TO HER!!!!!!!!!!!!ya know i talked to you the other day because i wanted everything to be better. i ( ... )

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Re: JUST LOOKED IN THE MIRRIOR... foreverandanite June 29 2005, 10:05:21 UTC
clever. and its mirror. and. i just dont care anymore. so think what you want do what you want write whatever you want. this is between me and jessica and i know you feel like you have something to do with it because youre part of why we really cant talk and youre her girlfriend but it would be really nice to be able to handle this with jessica as adults and not having a 16 year old talk to me like a fucking piece of shit. dont fucking talk down to me little girl, you wont know what hit you.i am not ignorant. im trying to be as civil as possible right now and take your little smart ass remarks lightly, but it seems the more you post the more and more i dont really want to talk to either of you. so if you really love jessica stay the fuck out of our business. personally, if i dont talk to jessica until yall are over each other i think i will be okay. like i said i rather be civil and not talk to her than fighting all the time to keep in touch. ill survive, i mean, this is only the 2nd time we havent talked..because of you. im ( ... )

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Re: JUST LOOKED IN THE MIRRIOR... kir4philly June 29 2005, 12:08:48 UTC
Dont bring me into the things jamie says.. I have no control over her nor do i want any... She speaks her mind.... Dont be pissed at me for things she says... and if you dont want her commenting... Block her... I don't agree with the way she says things... I dont agree with the way you look at things... The way ur always the victim... And call me crazy but posting things like you did wouldnt exactly make me want to talk to you... You know... Im sorry if you dont think im the girl you fell in love with.. But im still here... Just not the way you think....

Please stop arguing over me..
Both of you....
Stop....

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thislonelyroad June 29 2005, 16:18:08 UTC
just fuck all of this!!!!!!!!!!!! im sick and tired of it
GOOD FUCKING BYE

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