the truth is i've bever fallen so hard.

I never thought saying two words would be so hard. I said them a thousand times, but it has never ever been so hard. That night as we stood your drive way, I didn't want the night to end... I knew those words were coming but I didn't wanna hear them. You said them then I said them too. I turned and walked away, tears in my eyes I will never forget ( Read more... )

I'm super bored/tired right now and it came to my attention that I was lacking in an update. Hm not much goin on here really. Lastnight was an adventure. Went to idahofalls/pocky with Bob and met up with some crazy fools and went to the river haha. But this ben kid, is ffrreeaakkyy, so we departed and went and hung out at Ryans. Parts of the night ( Read more... )

yesterday was full of tears
knowing death was just here
always the last but not 4got
the pain controls my everythought
a new days battle has begun
and all is lost n nothins won
and i cant wait 2 c the day
when the tears all go away
and i miss u and i kissed
u wen they layed u in ur grave
n i need u to beleive u
that things were meant to b this way

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 im so happy.
but soo scared, too.
but soo in love.
so its worth it.
always take the chance, always!

Dear you.

I am ready to move on with my life. I am willing to get past the fact that you ruined my life. You controlled me, and you took everything. My friends wonder as to why I don't ever want to hear your name anymore. I suppose I will never be able to tell them what you did to me, and how you treated me so badly. All I know is, that I am ready ( Read more... )

this is so unexpected....he isn't my type. he's mormon. he doesn't drink. he's preppish.
but... yet... we clique sooo great.

im sitting on the floor with mylaptop ( Read more... )

You'll never take me alive.

With all the voice of what is true, is there nothing I can do..

Where the willows weep and the whirlpools sleep,
you'll find me...

may someone find me and stay, until I can walk again..
stay until I can see forward, until I can see my soul healing
stay until I can hear myself breathing...
stay so I know you're not leaving

May ( Read more... )

Do this for me if you want. Go to Broulmns and get the punk magazine Alternative Press, its a big mag. And read about Ryan. Yeah.