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This is my wrap up the summer shit. This summer has been full of diffcult shit. People that i caused a lot of pain. People that werent worth the time I put into them. People who caused more sadness then happiness. Just people who suckd in generally. I realize I get mad/upset over stupid shit and I worry a lot and mostly I realized I miss a lot of people. This summer I lost like my older brother who I thought i would never lose. I lost the boy who was my brother from another mother over something stupid. I love someone who meant a lot to me. But in my life, I got 2 best fucking friends who mean well the shiznit to me. I realize this is my last fucking year here. Im sorry, If i get mad at people for dumb reasons. I just wanted to make this entrie for the old people who will always be there for me and for the news one I hope we'll remain with me for years to come.These are the people who made my summer, well what it was
Maryanne, My other half. My life. My sister. I cant nearly ever put into words what you have done to me. What you have done for me. But what i can say is you are the cause of a lot of happiness, good times, awkward moments, and great trips like canada.18 years of fucking friendship nothing cna stop us now.
Samantha Fucking Jean, I think you are my life. My oxygen. My life. Without You honestly i'd be soo fucking gone. I wouldnt have anyone to relate to. Anyone to laugh at about stupid shit. Anyone to run through sprinklers with. Thanks for an amazing summer. Thanks for being beautiful. Thanks for spraining my wrist. Thanks for all you've done for late night talks and 6 flags. Mostly thanks for being the best fucking friend ever and being emo!
This is the best picture to describe all three of you. Howie, You are an amazing guy, thanks for just being fun. Steve, you are too fun at times and you make me laugh constantly.JJ, you have been there since 8th grade. I wish we were closer I wish we were like best friends I hope we can be. You are an amazing boy. I love all 3 of you to death
FUCKING JAMES! You are the most amazing person ever. You are my best fucking friend of all time of boys of course. I think you are amazing honestly. I love our convos I love just being around you and the way we are silly together. How we both love ice cream. I dont know what ill ever do without you. Remember I love you
Matt Segal. We dont get along at all sometimes its impossible but you are still a great person to be around for some laughs and dance movies. Jon Caron, you are my best friend. You are increible. We have amazing talks and times. I couldnt just not be with you. I love the way you can make me feel complete.
Kelly & Karen, the best fucking K's there are. Kelly we have been through a rollarcoaster of shit. We have cried together, laughed together, drank together, fun times together. Everything together because we are just fucking amazing. I am always here for you, I want you to count on me. I want to be able to push you hard this year, bcuz well i know u can do it
These boys well we call them the swampscott boys. Derek, you are emo and i love it, you are nice to talk to and just be around and give great hugs.
Evan you are amazingly funny and make me laugh lots and play silly 5 year old games with me. Humza, you are just so different and I like it and you continuosly can make smile. Brian you have potential to be one of my close friends bcuz you are just wicked nice and funny. Joe, you are just simply amazing.
Paula, You have an amazing smile. You are just an awesome girl I hope we become closer friends.
Ashley,You are beautiful inside and out. I think sometimes you are just like me. I love our talks and hugs and cocoa peddles and everyting about us. Dont ever stop being yourself.I love your face
Kaity, this is my favorite fucking picture of you. I love when you made me chocolate lollipops with me in mind. I think you are amazingly cute. Thanks for just being yourself and being 5 like me. Kaity, I hope to be real close friends.
Amanda & sara, Hit me twice with cute kids. I love both of you to fucking death. Amanda I miss you so fucking much its sad.I wish you were back home Sara, I live in the same city with you and I miss you. I think you are amazingly cute and strong and you figured out the secret to life and for that im jealous of you. Lets be closer friends i need ya face around
Allison Fucking Resse, I think you are amazing. Your my support. You wrap my wrist for me. You make me smile. I feel like I am 5 whenever im with you. I love just being ourselves thanks for making me the happiest ive been in awhile. I dont wanna lose ya. You have the most amazing eyes ever
Steve, just thanks is all i have to say. Thank you for everything. I hope it can all be forgiven one day.
Scully, I miss you. I honestly miss you. I havent seen you in so long. Please hang out with me soon. You are awesome. Breakfast club & fried dough the way to be. Sometime like a breakup brought us to finally be friends
Alfredo, I love this picture. I miss you a lot we use to be really tight im sorry i ever let it go. Im just sorry, I love you always. Alfy Mac & Cheese
Jesus convos at 2am.
The 5 they call themselves
Jenn- you have something about you that constantly makes me wanna be with you. I cant wait til we go to brothers for long chats and a soda and lots of laughs.I love ur mix cds. Melissa- You have been there for me to talk to for awhile now, I think you have an amazing personality that i could never quite meet anyone like you. I love how you are happy with ur bf. Claire- You are just amazing. Janelle- Your so fucking cute & nice. Lizz- I MISS YOU! I found the card you made me for my bday and i got happy/sad bcuz i miss you