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[foreverfalling3]

ok, well i havent written in here for a long time... cuz i've never had a reason that seemed good enough. but now i do... ok so heres what happened

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[__silentscream_]

nicely put melis. *hugs* love you so much..you're awesome. :-)
xoxo;jenny

[ironman590]

well, this is probably the most true thing ive ever heard, or read for that matter. i know i am an asshole, i have ruined so much in my life it is not funny. i know how much you care for her, and personnally i think it is very noble of you to look out for her the way that you do, lord knows she needs someone like you. also, as weird and dumb as it may sound, i apreciate you helping me to realize the way things are. at least this way, no one got hurt. you are right, i am an asshole a jerk a prick a idiot a loser a jackass etc. you name it im probably it. am i ashamed of it, yes, to be honest with you i cry all thru some nights when i think how much of my life and others for that matter due to the fact of me being an asshole. and no matter where i go, what i do to change it, it always happens. i guess all i should do with myself is go join up with the marines, just like i was going to, and get shipped off to iraq, fight, and ultimatly die. thats all id be good for really when you get down to thinkin about it. i dont think i

[foreverfalling3]

dont say those things. i may not like you very much but to hear that you've died would never make me happy, i would never not care. and the fact that you'd die for your country is very noble. even though i do not like wars, its good to have someone care. people would miss you and grieve over you if something ever happened. so be careful if you do deside to go.

i'm not always right, i just get on a bitch tear and say a lot of shit. i dont mean to hurt you badly or anything like that. its just that i care for jenny so much, like she was a sister to me. i just dont want to see her get hurt.

-melis