Sometimes i wish i could just curl up and disapear.

[foreverfalling5]

I hate loosing friends, but it was probably for the best... the worst part is, he doesnt even care and at the same time its tearing me apart. i want to be alone, i want to just not know anyone... im sick of all the gossip and drama between all my friends i wish they would all grow up

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[theinsanewombat]

it will pass, i used to be upset for a while after loosing people, but it seems now all those people i thought i cared so much about really don't mean anything to me today, i don't even think about them.

[4evrlost]

I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry that my boss is gay and doesn't allow me to have a life. BUT as soon as my life returns, we shall chill. Such as....thursday...because I'M SO MOST DEFINATELY NOT WORKING ON THURSDAY OR PLAYING BASEBALL! haha! lol. I didn't mean for all this to happen haha. I haven't had a life in ages. Ben thinks I'm depressed because I've been so tired lately that I just haven't been talking to anyone and I've been working every night instead of hanging out with people and whatnot...and yeah...he was like "What's wrong? Do you hate me? You look depressed?" lol, I started laughing...and at the time, I was eating an egg salad sandwhich haha. I love egg salad suddenly.....that story was pointless. I think I'm done now...no...wait! I have to tell you something. Kyle bought girl pants...and ew! and Cody wore pink eyeshadow and eyeliner today