I totally did the buddhist thing for awhile. Don't get too extreme with it, everyday people are incapable of complete numbness from everything. It's a guideline, not a law.
I wish you'd listen to what I'm trying to say to you sometimes. Because I'd so like to stop hearing about how upset you are.
My biggest issue is that sometimes you seem too eager to become someone else, and you're too absorbed in who you are and who you aren't to actually live.
Stop it. Seriously. You'll be much happier once you stop trying to be profound, stop trying to find an answer, stop begging for attention. You need to walk away and realize you're given one mind, one heart, one body, and you can't change them as hard as you like. Improvements are made in time without trying, you can't force yourself to think different. You cannot -make- yourself grow up.
Look at the world around you. You'll only see it once. Wake up and stop pitying yourself. It's painful to your pride, I know. I've been there.
Realize that you're a teenager just like all other high-school kids. You have emotions. They have emotions. Yours may be stronger and more vivid, but everyone has emotions. Just know that everyone is having ups and downs regardless of how drastic they are. *takes cookies* Yum!
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Don't get too extreme with it, everyday people are incapable of complete numbness from everything. It's a guideline, not a law.
I wish you'd listen to what I'm trying to say to you sometimes.
Because I'd so like to stop hearing about how upset you are.
My biggest issue is that sometimes you seem too eager to become someone else, and you're too absorbed in who you are and who you aren't to actually live.
Stop it. Seriously.
You'll be much happier once you stop trying to be profound, stop trying to find an answer, stop begging for attention.
You need to walk away and realize you're given one mind, one heart, one body, and you can't change them as hard as you like. Improvements are made in time without trying, you can't force yourself to think different. You cannot -make- yourself grow up.
Look at the world around you. You'll only see it once.
Wake up and stop pitying yourself.
It's painful to your pride, I know.
I've been there.
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