Dear friend,

My life is an amusement park and I'm stuck on an emotional rollercoaster. I can go from being high on life to want to jump in front of a train in under and hour. I can go from feeling content with my body to wanting to hide myself with clothes and makeup in under 5 minutes. I can go from being so happy with my weight to anorexic in 3 ( Read more... )

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Dear friend,

Kyle is alright. I'm really glad about that. When I spoke with him yesterday, he was out of the hospital with a killer headache and a ripped up back. Other than that he's fine. I was supposed to see him today. Just another broken promise.

The cast party was fun. it didn't really start to pick up until about 12. Then we ( Read more... )

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"If you see these tears filling my eyes,
it's just the wind that makes me cry."Dear friend ( Read more... )

Dear friend,

My dad is still in the hospital. He's going to come home today... as of now anyway. He's checking with his doctor to see if he can drive himself home. Her hasn't been on pain killers since Friday, so he can do it without killing someone ( Read more... )

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