hey chick i wasnt meaning for you to get that link. im not looking for attention i just neeed somewhere to write my feelings of the moment... that other people wont read. yes they are often dark and confused.. and therefore i am ashamed of them. please dont read it. i dont want you to. i just needed a place to put my thoughts where maybe two friends could read and help. i dont want you to read and drag you down. see, i drag many people down. i do not mean to but i do. please dont allow yourself to be yet another. when i say those things they are meant merely at the moment. not for eternity. i love you wendy.
Clair, you don't drag me down-I just wanted you to know that I feel your pain as well and wish I could do something, anything to help. You should never be ashamed about how you feel about something. We all have dark moments; I just choose not to dwell on them, but it does help to write things down, so our thoughts can be sorted out. That does, like you said, make the thoughts temporary and not permanent ones to act on. I usually internalize my reactions to your entries but when they are as serious as that, I cannot be silent. I know you don't want to talk about stuff like that but I had to react in some form because I care too much not to. I love you and will be home tomorrow so you better not make to many plans w/o me!
I'm sorry about what is happening, but I just thought I would tell you that while reading through that, I saw many lines that could easily be song lyrics. You should write a song based on this. For one thing it might help you get things out. But if you don't write anything, I'm probably going to steal at least one of them ;)
Yeah, I often have cheesy lyrical words come out of my mouth, lol. Writing songs or poems do seem to capture my feelings and allow me to say things to people I might not normally say. Like that entry was an unleashing of my present feelings that I wanted to verbalize but could not just call someone up and tell them. If you want to steal some words for lyrics, go ahead. A powerful song is one that others can relate to.
"What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun." Ecclesiastes 1:9
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i love you wendy.
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"What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun." Ecclesiastes 1:9
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