Something just came over me ( Read more... )

Its amazing how much can happen over a year, how much people can change, and how much we learn. I have completely changed into a new human being over the past year. I'm anxious to see what the New Year brings. New people, new friends, new pictures, new loves, new perspectives, new experiences. I've spent half my time thinking of what fun I can have ( Read more... )

I’m tired of waiting in this hollow state, pushing aside things I want to say. It’s taking my all to get out of bed. I’m pouring a drink to feel myself dead. The page is blank my pen is down; I’m working it out. It’s been a while I’ve had something to say but my page is blank, my pen is down, I’m working it out. There’s this feeling inside that’s ( Read more... )

And here I am in one of those moods for writing possibly every thought that comes across my mind ( Read more... )

  Finally life becomes a very specific thing, and thats what we are.

Looking back, I'm beginning to believe that we need to always be fucked up. We need to always have some reason to hate ourselves, something to make us feel eternally incomplete.

Why? How come?

Because thats what it all comes down to. A struggle for forgiveness in an ( Read more... )

Last night cannot be expressed by any means. I just dont want it to happen ever again ( Read more... )

As we passed through the gauntlet  of coffee shops, clubs, and after hours bars, something strange happened. His tired delivery, his burned-out one liners, his twisted face, all turned from plain to ugly to surreal. By the end of the evening, I couldnt take my eyes off him. He made failure wonderfully stylish and reelectrified the tired, ( Read more... )

  
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____Lets see, um oh yeah nothing has happened. I mean last night, Brighton, his friend Josh and I put up the christmas tree, since my mom said she wasnt doing it this year. Ive always loved my christmas tree. We only put purple and crystal decorations on it. sounds weird, but its b e a u t i f u l. This week went by extremely fast. I hate school. ( Read more... )

          
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