the silence is so loud

[forevermadness]

Yanno, if I have to sit in silence for ONE MORE FUCKING DAY... I'm gonna kill myself. I'll go insane, and I'll jump out of my window or go and drown myself in the lake or cover myself in breadcrumbs and let the ducks eat me. ANYTHING but this fucking SILENCE

Comments

[dbzmerciter2005]

I'd say go out on the town for a bit and window shop, but it's totally almost 2am there.

Is there another TV that works? Even watching it for half an hour might sooth your soul a bit. :)

Also, don't you have an MP3 player?

[forevermadness]

If it wasn't raining and windy, I'd SO go out and walk along the lake... The sound of the water would be a much welcome change from what I'm hearing now.

I'm talking through the day. My family hog the TV's, so it's basically watching what THEY want to watch. And if I go to another room, I don't talk to Mayoki (who is pretty much the only person who talks to me/I talk to these days) By the time I get a chance to watch TV, it's gone midnight and there's bugger all on!

I have an MP3 player........ It soon gets annoying listening to the same songs over and over. The random function isn't very random. I can't change the music because my comp crashes when I try!

[wiccanlilly]

*cuddles* I'm sorry! Can I ask why you can't have music, though?

I was gone pretty much all day, otherwise I woud've helped you some.

[forevermadness]

Because my computer dies. I've never bothered with buying a radio or CD player once I got my comp, because all my music is on here. But now... My computer will let me play my music for about 5 minutes before switching off. Same with movies/anime and such. Sometimes it lasts longer... but not generally.

*huggles* hehe, it's okay. I probably would have been miserable to talk to, so you're lucky!

[rice_chan]

Hmm... maybe try baking or cooking something. It'll give you something to do plus a nice reward at the end. =)

If you have access to the internet, why not watch something on crunchyroll or youtube? It's a poor substitute for tv but at least it's something. =D

[forevermadness]

*laughs* It was 2am when I wrote this... But I suppose I could do something like that through the day.

I have internet access, but I can't go on sites like that with my comp the way it is. Just loading up something from Youtube or CR make it switch off. If I could watch things, I wouldn't be nearly as pissy as I am!

[viperpaktu]

That's why when I sleep, I always have to have some kind of noise. Either an Air Conditioner, a fan, a vaporizer, or SOMETHING. :[

Preferably not too loud though. XD

[forevermadness]

I have to have music. I used to ALWAYS have my music on. For the last few years ALWAYS my music. And now I don't... It's horrible...

[viperpaktu]

*hugs* :(

[mooglelicious]

You need to buy one of those noise machines. I can't sleep if it's too quiet either but my turtle filter makes a humming sound :/

[forevermadness]

I need to buy a radio! *laughs* I miss my music...