17 July 2000
[Private to self]I hadn't been aware of--
I don't get the Prophet delivered. I had to hear it from hospital staff second-hand.
It was a Weasley. I know loads of Weasleys. Merlin, it could've been any of them.
What if it were Ron? Or Ginny? I don't think I could live with the news if it were Ginny.
What if Greyback starts taking orders from Bellatrix Lestrange? What then? I feel ill just thinking about it. No where's safe then. Not home. Not St. Mungos. Perhaps Hogwarts?
Selfish prat. Why am I thinking about my own useless life when this is--[/private]
[Private to Weasleys]I'm--
I'm so terribly sorry about what's happened. You've probably received dozens of these things by now. Why am I writing one when you'll just ignore it? If there's anything I could do to help out, all you've got to do is ask. I'll do what I can.[/private]
I don't get the Prophet delivered. I had to hear it from hospital staff second-hand.
It was a Weasley. I know loads of Weasleys. Merlin, it could've been any of them.
What if it were Ron? Or Ginny? I don't think I could live with the news if it were Ginny.
What if Greyback starts taking orders from Bellatrix Lestrange? What then? I feel ill just thinking about it. No where's safe then. Not home. Not St. Mungos. Perhaps Hogwarts?
Selfish prat. Why am I thinking about my own useless life when this is--[/private]
[Private to Weasleys]I'm--
I'm so terribly sorry about what's happened. You've probably received dozens of these things by now. Why am I writing one when you'll just ignore it? If there's anything I could do to help out, all you've got to do is ask. I'll do what I can.[/private]