Who will stand next to me...
I ended my relationship with kipp.
The reasons are because he is taking on a full load with work, school, and family. His presence has been very limited and his affection was always something I felt like I had to force him to do with me. The sex was great but it lacked him doing certain things with me. I hoped I could have held out longer to see him change and be the boyfriend I wanted but it's been 6 months of patiently waiting. My mental state couldn't handle it and I know I deserve to not be kept waiting....relationships aren't the end but they do hurt when you know you have to let go of the person you grew fond of. I really did enjoy kipp but it felt lonely and being lonely with a boyfriend feels worse than being alone sometimes. I will love him and I don't want to harness any ill will. He was fun even if most of our interactions were just in my room wrestling and eating.