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Its 30 minutes past my 28th year....I cant say I expected too much from this year. I hoped for something a bit more social or awakening. It sucked. Ill be honest. I didnt want a big spectacle or anything fancy and exhuberant...but what can I expect when I cut off a lot of ties with friends and became somewhat a social outcast. It hurts and it ( Read more... ) -
You come and go...
I thought of a moment that made me feel like a real person again. A person who was at one point happier and full of so much joy. I was at work enjoying what i would call my first full-time job at Starbucks. I cant remember what was going through my head that day...maybe I wasnt even enjoying it. I was told to clean the restroom and remember feeling ( Read more... ) -
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Dear, lj
Tonight has been....most excellent. How sophomoric can I get? I think this has been what I needed. I actually feel alive again. This is what life is about. Experiencing life without a filter. Thanks to everyone who has made me grow. No matter what....I know that through all the disappoints there is a time for people like me. =D
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The faint 11/24/2012
=\ tonight was the faint. Most phenomenal show I have experienced. It was intimate and much worth the wait. Although maybe it's my own damn fault for taking ecstasy....it was amazing. Just like how it feels during edc....I did get paranoid...was it within reason or unreasonable....I felt people trying to look into my eyes like at edc.....very ( Read more... ) -
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So today I learned...There are certain decision made for a reason. What I'm talking about is how Paul doesn't want to date. That's all fine and dandy...but at the same time it kinda hurt....kinda. It's just good to know that I can move onto do something else. Maybe not even date but find another person who matches my interest. I mean...I like the ( Read more... ) -
I'm back BABY!!!
I FINALLY DID IT! I'm out of my relationship with Omar and for good. It's been I'd say the two week point. Yea there was that weekend I shouldn't have stayed but I needed to do somethings at the old apt. In the end it wasn't too bad. The whole feel of me going back just didn't seem right. I sat there on the bed like I usually did and everything ( Read more... ) -
floodgate?
I have a heavy heart right now ( Read more... ) -
it all boils down to $
So as of late my emotoins have been in a craze ( Read more... ) -
what or who has taken the flavor?
well lj, it's been sometime again. I think that so far I'm liking where I'm at....actually I don't really know. It's hard to explain what I feel at this moment. I've been going back in forth from enjoying a moment to completely hating it. This has been giong on for at least a week now ( Read more... ) -
Life is becoming more confusing.
So tonight has been something. Good and the bad. It's great to hear that HE isn't going to be bothering me or my friends so much anymore. He's decided to give his job up and that is making everyone a little bit happier. For me, it's all right. I'm happy that I won't have to see him anywhere besides Valley but it still doesn't change anything ( Read more... )