Comments | foreverunbroken: some day i'll get it right, i swear i'll get it right... today's gonna be a beautiful day

foreverunbroken

some day i'll get it right, i swear i'll get it right... today's gonna be a beautiful day

Oct 17, 2006 21:54

since i'm convinced nobody cares about or pays attention to this journal anymore, i think this will be my last entry for a while. at least until i have some peeps somewhere interested in what happens to me. i dunno whether half of the relationships i've spent the past 4 years on are still worth pursuing, and that's kind of sad. most of the ( Read more... )

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kearnsdotcom October 18 2006, 02:36:28 UTC

oddly enough, i was thinking about you today. i ran into your doppelganger at work. looked just like you, only with fluffy brown hair and a fluffy brown beard instead of blonde.

drmanhattan October 18 2006, 03:13:21 UTC

i don't really think it's just the people you met at pitt that are indifferent, i'm pretty convinced that it's the majority of people. myself included. I went through a point last year where it really bothered me that a lot of the kids i met in high school (who i thought i was really good friends with) only keep in touch when i'm around, and even that seems like a stretch.

It's been hard to overcome too, for me anyway. I just have some inability to not be indifferent and I can't pinpoint why that is. it seriously drives me nuts. Not even with friends, I can't make a decision to save my life. Hopefully there will be a point when i'll "wake up" so to speak.

i don't think any of that made much sense. but take it easy, good luck with florida.

foreverunbroken October 24 2006, 22:21:59 UTC

i definitely agree with you that it's people in general, and i didn't even think to mention that i'm not exempting myself from any of what i said. every year that goes by i talk to less and less people, and at this rate i'll only be talking to myself by 30.

aside from all that, i hope your shit's going well even though you're still stuck at pitt. we can say i'll give you a call when i get home and we can meet up, but odds are that won't ever happen.. you know how it is. take it easy man, see you when i see you i guess...

lilly283 October 22 2006, 21:25:42 UTC

I read your journal. I wanted you to know that. Also, thanks for calling the other day. It seriously was awesome to hear from you. You know I'm awful at calling people. Anyway, hope things are going well and I'm sure I'll see you over the holidays, wheather it be in Pittsburgh or in the Valley. Love ya!