Title- Looks could kill.
Rating- PG-13-R, mentions of sex, and murder
Pairing (mentioned)-Benji/Joel, Joel/Billy
Summary- It’s a short like my last few were but-- Joel imagined what it would be like to watch Billy’s lips turn blue, and eyes red. Joel would think about how hands around Billy’s neck would sit.
Joel always heard looks could kill. That’s why Joel’s eyes would focus on Billy.
Joel imagined what it would be like to watch Billy’s lips turn blue, and eyes red. Joel would think about how hands around Billy’s neck would sit, wonder if he could snap it.
Joel wanted to see the guitarist gasp for air, and try to claw the hands from his throat. Joel wanted to wipe that look off Billy’s face.
That look he would give once he finished with his make up before shows, or when he stretched and purposely let his shirt ride up and show off how his back arched.
That look that screamed ‘I am beautiful, like you could never be.’ Joel wanted to be beautiful. Joel would ask Billy to help him, but Billy would laugh.
Joel would get to Benji to help, but he would only whisper that he was already beautiful as his lips brushed across Joel’s.
Joel would hold him down and push into him dry, but Billy was even beautiful when he screamed.
Joel thought of poison, and cyanide.
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Joel thought of shots and 35 millimeters.
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Joel thought of knives and pale skin,
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Joel thought of hit men, and never getting caught.
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But he knew that wouldn’t do the trick.
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Joel wanted to see Billy put up a good fight.
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Joel wanted to see Billy lose.
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Joel wanted to be beautiful.