I almost cried and now I'm just so...I dunno ( Read more... )

im alive.

& i've never felt more dead

The night is my lover & I plan on making love to her tonight.

<3

I think I know why I'm so bummed out these days ( Read more... )

Sorry for not updating.

(though I know no one reads this..)

Just...been busy.

No, that's a lie.

My internet/computer is stupid & I always get mad that I'd rather not even try.

I'm super excited about the new Cure cd coming out!!!

I'm saving money. Or probably i'll just suck dick for it? ahahah. jk jk.

I'm so depressed these days. it's ( Read more... )

I adore little kids who love to read ( Read more... )

you're supposed to help brake my fall..not push me in deeper.

I had such a strange dream...It's very blurry, but I do remember that I was crying through the whole dream. It makes me sad. I mean, I was CRYING when someone would look at me, when they'd mention my depression, when they'd ask me a simple question about the plants ( Read more... )

I almost cried today at the DMV when I saw this really old man trying to walk. It seemed like he was in pain. I just wanted to cry...I still do when I think about his face getting red from how hard it was just to take one step. He kept smiling as he was holding on to the rope thingy.

I don't ever wanna get that old. =/

I can't stand myself sometimes ( Read more... )