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like anyones going to read this..but whatever
Ok. so im loving spain park. i love the people, well most of them & im having so much fun meeting new people and making new friends. im glad i switched schools, i think its better for me..i needed to be in a different enviorment bc i mean ive been with half those om people since kindergarten, wayyyy to long. &its nice making new friends &of course meeting new GUYS. but im still having the same problem over here. i just have THE worst luck with guys. maybe its just me? maybe its the way i act, or how i look. i dont what the deal it. i think sp is changing me. not in a bad way. but in a way to make people tell a difference. im not as close to my best friends anymore, which makes me SO sad. i knew this would happen.. we all said it wouldnt but thats not true. i can already feel us dwifting apart. i dont want to lose you guys...yall are the ones who know me the best, who i can tell anything to & who are ALWAYS there for me. i cant afford to lose yall, yall are what make me...me. ill be 16 in what.. 2months? and ill be on my own. im counting down the days. maybe this will make things easier. But SP is great. ive made so many new friends &im not worried about finding a ''set group'' .. i mean whats wrong with being friends with diff. people. Me&Hamer were talking last night & it got me thinking.. why do people judge, sterotype, label... i mean honsetly whats the point of being an ass or a bitch to someone. it doesnt make you look any cooler. &besides high school are the best years of your life....make it worth while. after high school know ones going to care..who did what, who dated who..none of that will matter...so dont make it a big deal. Sorry , wow that was long. but thats whats on my mind..& Me +BOys= Confusion. This sucks .. SO bad. &ive heard from people i tend to be annoyin at times .. so sorry about that.. i get all worked up over something.. & wont stop until i get it. idk just something ive always done.
BUT HOKAY. IM DONE... GOODNIGHT YOU GUYS. ♥