Comments | forevrflynhigh: oh shit

forevrflynhigh

oh shit

Feb 04, 2002 09:40

ok im at the eating disorders program at the childrens hospital. today is my first day and i am sooooo fucking nervous, because our snack is at 9:55am which is in 15 minutes. i dont know how the hell i am going to do this...on a brighter note, the girls here are so nice and they have a big welcome message up for me in the kitchen saying "Welcome ( Read more... )

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goldenretriever February 4 2002, 10:57:13 UTC

((((ForeverFlynHostile)))))
I'm so proud of you babe! I know it's hard, but I also know that you are a very strong person, and determined, and you can beat this!

Not that being there is easy, but making the decision to go in the first place is that hardest part. You've already done that, and I an so proud of ya! :)

((((((((Erin)))))))) Good luck babe!

soopajess February 4 2002, 11:00:38 UTC

{erin} congrats on making the steps to get help! it really sounds like you are in a good supportive environment. trust the process--its slow but worthwhile. meals will get easier - just keep journaling, talking, being honest. how old are you? i always thought you were my age (20), but i guess not if youre in childrens hospital. taje good care Erin, be gentle.

kwins February 4 2002, 11:27:24 UTC

(((((((Snack Pack)))))))

I'm glad everyone there seems nice and welcoming so far.
You rock, chica. I am proud of you for trying this. Hang in there babe! Love you!

zoyee February 4 2002, 19:29:56 UTC

((((Erin))))
I am so happy for you! You are making a very good decision for yourself and making that decision was very brave, take care and take it minute by minute if need be.

werd forevrflynhigh February 5 2002, 09:31:30 UTC

actually jess, im 22, but the program here is for girls ages 14-26 and this is a brand new program that just opened up in calgary and it is the ONLY one that is intensive outpatient. anyhow, that's all =)

Re: werd traceylee February 12 2002, 00:50:22 UTC

((((((((((((Erni))))))))))) Whoo-hoo! You went! Yaaaayyy!!!
I have to set up an appointment with a nutritionist, so pretty soon I will be eating more "normally" too. The difference is that I have a choice on whether I am going to follow the meal plan or not, which I think will make it harder with no one forcing me.
Anyway, if you want to talk to someone else who is going through the anxiety of "I can't eat that much and not purge!" email or IM me. :)