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Oct 16, 2005 20:29


I have either made the biggest mistake of my life or the biggest leap of faith ever. You decide.....

Tonight after youth I pretty much told Kelsey to leave with out me and I would get somebody to come pick me up...She did and Brian and I started talking...Well he started talking. I was pretty much quiet and felt as if my head were going to explode ( Read more... )

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yamantha October 17 2005, 00:54:24 UTC
well, at least now he'll know how you really feel.

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noregrets4life October 17 2005, 00:57:48 UTC
just don't sweat it; you've done nothing wrong by telling him this

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forgedfromflame October 17 2005, 01:10:06 UTC
I guess not but he could totally be like WTF and stop teaching youth and become VERY distant because I told him all of that.

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sodapop5588 October 17 2005, 01:10:41 UTC
i dont think he would. your overreacting...just breathe

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noregrets4life October 17 2005, 03:09:04 UTC
then he wouldn't b teaching youth for the right reasons..that is nothing off the wall to tell a person, i promise

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sodapop5588 October 17 2005, 01:10:18 UTC
what did he say to you at church?

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forgedfromflame October 17 2005, 01:16:41 UTC
He was just askin if tyhings got better....I said no and he was like if it is as bad as it seems at home...then maybe you should just put that behind you and move forward....but its not that easy....

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sodapop5588 October 17 2005, 01:37:51 UTC
well either you should move along, or try something else. you asked for help from him, and he's trying., just give something a chance. :)

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forgedfromflame October 17 2005, 01:40:44 UTC
Yeah well thats what I am hopping my e-mail will do...I hope it will open some doors....I pray it works....

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itz_valerie October 17 2005, 03:37:05 UTC
i think you did the right thing by finally getting things off your chest. good luck with everything! <333!

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forgedfromflame October 17 2005, 10:49:33 UTC
Trust me it was deffinetly not easy and I have so much doubt about what he is going to think.....I am a nervous reck....I think until I get an email back from him I wioll be like this and very little school work will be done because of it.....And I also just gave up sea food....I never dont eat sea food...I cant eat as much (which may be a good thing) and I feel as if my stomachs in a not all the time....oh well....I just really hope he givs me an email by the end of the week.

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itz_valerie October 18 2005, 00:32:28 UTC
chill out! it's not the end of the world! everything will be okay! ;]

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