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[forgedfromflame]

                                              BRIAN'S E-MAIL

Brad,

Sorry it took so long to get  back to you.  I don't check my e-mail very often and also wanted to take time to think about your e-mail.

I don't think there is anything wrong to have mostly female friends. I knew of several guys that liked to hang out with girls, and they were picked

Comments

[yamantha]

well, it could always be worse.
<3

[sodapop5588]

well im kinda speechless. you have a lot of mixed emotions. :-/

agh. but dont get in over yourself, bc your not THAT mature. Like Im thinking not a freshman, but sophomore. so right where you should be. bc your age matches with them....

but i mean they barely have time for each other it seems. maybe they are scared to get too close for fear of you getting too attached...and hoping of even more deeper relationship. :-/

[forgedfromflame]

who knows anymore...

[sodapop5588]

like sama said...it could be wayy worse.

[djsterf]

imo you need a man (a father) to love you, but not romantically. It's a need to be loved, and as you grow up into manhood, seeing good examples of men is great to attach to, and it seems that you don't have the best scenario at home to help that natural desire. I was very jaded and secluded from my father (literally I would be pulled away at times) until we left a cult, and I had a need that definitely needed to be filled. Thankfully we left the cult and I could actually get to know my father. Just take some time each day to talk to a grown man that you admire. It will help you sort out some of these feelings, as most of us went through varying levels of this stuff in our teens in the first place. :)

[forgedfromflame]

I just want to get out of this life...this house and this family....I am forced to depeend on my friends as the people to lean on...to cry with to tell my deepest thoughts....I am just so tired...of being in this place...I pray every night to get out of this place...but my ride has yet to arrive...

[yamantha]

well, a lot of people have pretty bad home lives. So having to depend on your friends really isn't bad. They're there to be your second family.

[djsterf]

Dang son, I hope you can find something you can enjoy within your current situation. Perhaps have a get-together with some of your friends at a place outside your house as a typical weekly event?

God allows these things in our lives to strengthen us once we're through. Persevere and the rewards are in this life and the next. See James 1.

[noregrets4life]

well I hate Brian's response. You know what I think about you liking guys. You know it's wrong..it's just something you're gonna have to work out. I love you, buddy..and you're in my prayers. You're gonna come out of this all someday ( I promise you that ) and be better off b/c it's a priviledge to be tested by trials, even tho it hurts :)

[forgedfromflame]

Who knows I am just ready to move on with life....all of this stuff that goes on in my life is so dramtic....I hate it...I can only hope that something comes along to get me out of thsi house and into a better place.