I feel like my whole world just turned upside down in an instance. And during that instance i was completely oblivous to the reason. I keep falling.. and I can't pick my self up. Its like there are so many tiny peices to pick up and when i get them in my hand they slip the through crevices in my fingers. I don't know what to do.. or what to say. ( Read more... )

well idk lately ive been in a bit of a weird mood, and i really cant explain why.. and i havent really told anyone about me feeling weird... cuz i really dont wanna make any one worry or think its because of them, cuz i really dont think it had anything to do with anyone.. I think its just me ( Read more... )

Hmm well I'm in a strange mood.. and I really dunno why. I just seem to be upset.. but i cant put my finger on why I would be ( Read more... )

hmm well i figured that while i sit here and wait to go into school after the PSATs that I'd actually update.. plus myspace is being stupid and u cant login. hehe ( Read more... )

well lately has been pretty good ( Read more... )

So the last weekend has been good. I hung out with Kris, Amanda, yoshi, zach, lauren, and Teresa on Friday... we went to see Corpse Bride.. it was a pretty good movie :-D. and then me and amanda stayed the night at Kris's house. and then on saturday i hung out with my mom during the day and then I went to kris's house around 11:30 with stephanie ( Read more... )

so me and kris have been together for almost 7 weeks :). I dont think I have ever been this happy in my life. He makes me smile even when im sad.. its like I cant force myself not to. I love it, and I love him. Gosh how did i get so lucky to find him? I dont even know if I deserve such an awesome person, But im not complaining by any means. I dont ( Read more... )

ok so I dont update much anymore.. yay I guess I finally got a life. LMAO! Hmm anyways lately ive been having a lot of fun. Life has been great, and there has been so little drama, im like in heaven.. heh ( Read more... )

Err i am so sick of people assuming that im super woman. How do they expect me to do every fucking thing there is to do and then finish on their time schedule? I fucking hate my job.. i wish i could just quit.. i really do. thats my next goal to achieve..actually find the balls to quit my god forsaken job. AHHh i just wanna scream at the top of my ( Read more... )

The last two weeks have been like the best 2 weeks of my life. Im finally completely happy.. no more just being content.. no more settling for what i think i might want. Nope, i am definately happy, and I have the greatest guy in the world ( Read more... )