loneliness in a dreamers state

[forget_this_day]

i had a dream last night that it was my twenty-first birthday. dave was there, janele was there, sara was there, and a few other people were there. basically what happened was that i was at the bar, snookers to be precise, celebrating. drinkin' beers, shootin' pool, you know. anyways, i saw some friends of mine sitting at the bar with their

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[thevaughncurse]

if it was the real dave in that dream those people would'nt be laughing

[thevaughncurse]

and you'd probably be way more drunk

[bite_the_word]

dreams are so fucked up at times.

[scaredlilgirl]

may I just say that I still adore you, even though we tend to lose touch sometimes. just and FYI type thing.

love, mere

alcohol and lj replys in the afternoon? sad, really.

[dontdropmyname]

you're a good person, my friend. although i haven't heard from you in quite some time...never forget that. i don't consider many people my friends...i consider you among them. purely because you seem to be the type of person that i feel that i can trust.

and on another note, 21st birthdays are disturbingly anticlimactic. being 21 means that according to the law, you can destroy your life just as so other many people have.

so, take it from a 21 year old who doesn't have much else: hold on to what you are. you're an awesome kid...someone i'd consider a friend. never forget anything you've experienced so far.

dreams mean too much. and they'll continuously remind you of what you've lost if you ever fuck up.

thanks for the help in the last year i've known you, my friend. your dreams serve only to describe the subconscious motivations that could be tearing you apart inside. you're an awesome kid, bryan.

don't forget it. thanks for everything.

Re: alcohol and lj replys in the afternoon? sad, really.

[forget_this_day]

thanks brother, i appreciate that

[zaklovesara]

bryan you've always been a very (in a non-sexual way) intimate friend of mine. thanks for assisting me through the hard parts of life. much love here.

[forget_this_day]

that means a lot janele, thank you