the shape of things to come.......

[forget_what_uno]

Nobody gets it. the only person who brought me any grief is now gone. caitlin went home because her dad said she had too. nobody understands how im feeling right now. i cant stop shaking nor crying. i think im gonna try killing myself tomorrow. taylor expects me to keep waiting and when i dont want her to call me she does and when i do she doesnt

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jaci...

[sweetlpchick]

look, i know things must be really shitty right now by the way you are talking but you just gotta keep goin' i know things will get better for you because you deserve so much greatness in your life! you have got to stop thinking the way you are....it will only make things worse. you are such a frickin' great person and you gotta keep goin' and stay strong for all the people who love you and really care for you. i just don't think you should give up.....i hope you get this really soon. just remember to keep telling yourself that all of this crap will get soooo much better just cuz you deserve for it to be better. love ya.

thanks

[forget_what_uno]

thanks alot moni. i know i shouldnt be thinking like that but its the only thing people have been making me feel for the past week *when it comes to taylor, for the past year*. but its nice to know people do actually care. that made me cry in a good way. now i actually feel better. thanks.