so...something is wrong..i feel sad...and i have no idea why..you would think i would be happy...school is almost done my boyfriend is great i'm getting along with the family and i'm gonna go see wicked with some awesome people...so whats wrong

i'm new to this whole boyfriend girlfriend thing..but so far its really nice... i can totally be myself...and the things that most think are dorky he thinks are adorable...so yeah and hes just as goofy as me and he is very musicaly talented...he sings and plays the guitar...i just hope i don't mess this up like i mess most things up in my life

its just a question...i mean...this guy knows i like him..but i have no idea how he feels about me..and sometimes i feel like he is toying with me..but other times he is really sweet..eh..i hate them all...

it sucks...no one will understand this most likely but its thowing off my week by friday i'm going to be thinking its today so my weekend i'll be in school mode which stinks cuz well what good is a weekend if your in school mode...ah i know it makes no sence but it does to me....well if you haven't cought on i'm in school right now and it sucks! ( Read more... )

Well...it's offically the year i graduate...june 3rd baby!! oh how i wish that day was tomorrow...it would be so nice to be out of high school. i listen to alot of my friends talk about how they don't want to leave but i just don't feel that way. i've been looking forward to graduation since last year. i want to get away from the drama away from ( Read more... )

i hate study hall...i have nothing to do and no one to talk to and even if i did have someone to talk to i wouldn't be able to talk to them because we are in the library..and you can't talke...ugh..i need to find something to fill in this study hall cuz i have to one right after the other and it is so annoying...oh and i think freshman need to stop ( Read more... )

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay yes this is just a blog but that was me screaming and it feels good to scream even if i'm just writing my scream...so people in my school are nice one minuet and not the next i swear...(and i'm really not a violent person..and i try not to cuss..but) i want to kick their A**.. i ( Read more... )

thats all really just *sigh*...things looked like they were getting better..but reality just once agian lied to me...geez reality...why ya gotta do this to me...lettin me believe things are good...then sayin "oh wait...it time for me to step in" i know i probably sound stupid right now..but i really don't care...life never seems to go up and stay ( Read more... )

okay i think i've said this before...but..i hate fake people..its so frustrating...as they say "oh..your my friend" with is look of " i think your stupid" in their eyes..i'm so sick of it..and i just want to scream at them...but i can't..because that wouldn't be right to just scream at them and rip them to shreds...i know i may seem violent..but i' ( Read more... )

so i'm up..once agian when i have to go to work tomorrow for 5 hours....woot for work and i get paid friday..that will be nice....well i'm doin what i wanted to do...meeting new people....fresh faces...and i'm really getting along with people at work! its great they are so much fun to talk to ..and oh so random alot like me. its really nice...i'm ( Read more... )