oh fuck, here we go again.

i hate feeling like a complete piece of shit that everyone justs steps on, and then moments later realizes what they did, and wipes it off like nothing ever happened ( Read more... )

so im all out of hydrocodone now.

sigh.

anyways, heres what i have lined up for the next month.

4/26 = my birthday, and the day i get my frickin car.(a VW)
4/29 - 5/2 = COACHELLA with kirsten and timmy.
5/7 = day i get my license

woop woop.
im fuckin stoked.

cant wait to get my car and be freeeeeee!

haha did i seriously fucking write that?

i <3 hydrocodone.

the fucking end.

communication breakdown.
again, again.

thoughts on your mind speak loud and clear.
im going back on my word.
driving the nails in deeper.

and im on my last breath.
im a little bit worried, im feeling quite anxious.

people; they dont mean a thing to you.
they move right through you.
just like your breath.
but sometimes, i still think of you.
but i just wanted you, just wanted you to know:
i swear i never meant for this...

okay so you have no idea how excited ive been lately for coachella ( Read more... )

i want everything to be the way it was two months ago.

stop this madness.

i feel like im not in control anymore.

like some foreign force is controling my every move.

what the fuck.

i want my mind back.

give it to me.