i love my boyfey but why can't i trust him?

i don't want to say i love you anymore.

dear friends
here are a list of jobs i would like at this current point in time...
1) momma to someone greats baby
2) explorer for fossils, pearls, deep sea treasure etc.
3) event planner
4) kevin devine back up
5) merchie for brand new, the format or kdevs.

thanks!

ps. most things in my life are really good right now.

i just want to call someone and have them come over and just lay in my bed with me.
i miss a lot of people and a lot of feelings.
why do i always seem so blue?

i would have to say 2007 started a lot better than 2006!

life is changing fast, fast, fast

it's getting really hard for me to see the good in anyone and anything.

why should my best friend ever act like a best friend, why?

i can't sleep.
i hear manda moving around.
since when am i psuedo-insomniac?

pre springbreak made me feel weird & i haven't decided if i like it or not.
i hope the real spring break is better.