so i guess karen will be here in a little bit going to her house then church in the morning. i have a headache, i dont feel like going, i just want to go to bed, but i know that if i dont go i will probably get her in trouble with her mom and shit. a lot of people are actually online. god damn i have a headache. i'm cold. a lot of complaining here ( Read more... )

Babysitting tomorrow from 3-12. dont really want to. but oh well i guess. :( They have aol so maybe i'll be on later at night not that any one else would be on though. I am bored I wish more of my friends would drive and not so many would be out partying I wish I could talk to Karen and hang out with her i miss her. its weird, before my parents ( Read more... )

I always thought that I hid all of my insecurities and true feelings very well, but today someone made me realize how I really don't. As she was telling me what her and this other girl said/thought about me I kept thinking of how she was so right. She was making me cry because of how right she was and how I was so wrong and how I don't open up ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty bored. 5 more minutes. This sucks. French sucks. I didn't think i'd finish the packet because it was like 3 pages but i did because they dont have backs and there's like 3 questions a page. Anyway. I am using Mollys computer and it is a piece of shit the monitor keeps shutting off on me. I am quite bored. Again. Sometimes my teacher ( Read more... )

Saturday, May 11, 2002.

I should have had a neice today.

ok, lets clear something up. I hope you read this, I'm pretty sure you will ( Read more... )

i feel so worthless. unwanted. stupid. i just want that someone who can make me feel so incredibly happy. I think I could make someone happy? I need to find bedroom furniture!!! Help!!! I saw Mike Boucher working today at Target. I wonder if he knows danny. A lot of people seem to be working their. I saw quite a few hot guys working their too. Well ( Read more... )

If you were going to Sweden, and you could take one friend, would you take someone you're really good friends with or a friend you feel is drifting away and would like to become better friends with again?

The most satisfying thing in life is to have been able to give a large part of one's self to others ( Read more... )

Believe in yourself! Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers you cannot be successful or happy

~Norman Vincent Peale