So tonight wasn't bad. I didn't get drunk. Theres still a little jack left I don't really feel like drinking the rest of it but we'll see. Jessie was really nice. I just felt like if she still went to my school, her old school, we probably wouldn't even talk. Low self esteem maybe? Or just the truth. I'm pretty pissed off because I have a C in math ( Read more... )

Yeah so I asked Karen to come over and stay the night and we were gonna be all drinking and stuff right. She asked if it would be okay if she had some girl come over. And I was like ummm probably not because I don't know them and I don't think my sister would go for that. So she's like okay. So today she calls me and she's with Ashley who I've met ( Read more... )

Ok, just to fill you all in, the thing i hate most is when people lie to me. So please don't. Big lies especially get to me. I hate it. I don't know what to do I can't believe all this was a lie its like I dont know it bothers me so much, even more than what I thought the truth was ( Read more... )

Bad things just keep coming ( Read more... )

So I can't think of anything for that commercial. I think I started to write things down and started it so i'll go check and see if i have that. I will think of something it only has to be atleast 60 seconds which isn't that long. Plus my french sucks so that will add some time. gotta go think.

my friend just made me think of something.
Even if he did kill my aunt, they don't have a body to dig up to get an autopsy, and he could just plead insanity because he was in rehab at the time. and unless they have any witnesses you know.

I forgot to mention that in her will, my aunt wanted to be buried, but gary had her cremated. if that means anything, it does to me.

ok... i am highly thinking of changing this onto friends so I might later ( Read more... )

so actually i cant print the convo. because we are on the phone because its long but i will tell it later. i'm so scared right now. its like everything was a lie and what faith i had is totally gone.

my cousin and i were and still are talking and she told me something that really really shocked me. See, my parents dont tell me a lot of things because they just dont think i should know. my mom says my aunt says a lot of things in front of us that she shouldn't. so anyway they think uncle gary murdered aunt kimmy... it all adds up she said. i ( Read more... )