Scared

[forgivenlovely]

Do you ever get the feeling that something bad is gonna happen, but you shouldn't care anymore, but you care anyway? So much that you lose sleep and are in a constant state of fear and worthlessness?

Probably not, but I am in that state of mind right now.

I'm not picking up the pieces....I didn't make the mess.

Comments

I love you!:)

[artistabella]

o i know how u feel! and i hate that feeling! earlier this year(school year)i felt like no one liked me and i was so ugly. well i still feel ugly:) but i know there are so many people who love me and, Vanessa, there are SO many people who love you. i know i do:) hope you know that too:)

Re: I love you!:)

[forgivenlovely]

I know. It's not just feeling worthless...it's more my efforts to help someone seem worthless cuz they don't take any heed to it.

Re: I love you!:)

[artistabella]

i hate that! ahhhhhhhhhh! man people need to know when someone is trying to help them, even if it doesn't work out or something. know what i'm saying?

Re: I love you!:)

[forgivenlovely]

Sometimes help that isn't needed jsut makes stuff worse than it already is. i'm giving up on it for now....