It's been a while since my last update, but I haven't really felt in the mood to write. I don't really know why I'm writing now to be honest. Maybe it's just time, I guess ( Read more... )

You know what pisses me off? I was just about finished typing up this huge update of my life and stupid ass me closed the window for some undefined reason. What a winner ( Read more... )

I have kind of been stressing out the last couple of days. Jenny's mom is moving today and the weeks leading up to it have been a pain in the ass, mainly because of her sister. I can honestly say that I hate her sister and it makes me feel awful. I always thought that I was the kind of person that could just go with the flow and accept people for ( Read more... )

Big Five Test Results Extroversion (48%) medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, optimistic, sociable and affectionate.
Friendliness (78%) high which suggests you are very good natured, trusting, and helpful but possibly too agreeable
Orderliness (58%) moderately high which suggests you are organized, reliable, neat, and ( Read more... )

So much has happened in the last few weeks that I have only barely touched upon because of laziness. I think that tonight is going to be the night when I finally write everything out ( Read more... )

I had a very upsetting dream last night. I had a dream that Jenny didn't love me anymore. Almost immediately after I found that out in my dream my alarm woke up and I could feel tears in my eyes. I think that losing Jenny is the only thing that really scares me. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have her. She makes every day seem just a ( Read more... )

I was going to make an update yesterday but I was way too tired. I only got about two hours of sleep the night before last because I was up all night having...a good time with Jen and friend of hers. I have to say that going into it I was a little bit worried about how Jenny would be after the fact, but she said that there is nothing wrong and she' ( Read more... )

Well, today is the day. I just got back from jujitsu and I'm about to jump in the shower. I'll get back to you as to what happens this evening....heh heh heh....

It's been a strange couple of days. The whole work week felt like it dragged on forever and by the time Friday came around I felt like if I never worked again it would be alright. I don't really know what it was that made me feel so bad but I'm guessing that it was lack of sleep. Some nights I didn't get to bed until about one in the morning and ( Read more... )

Today was a very long day. It took everything that I had to get out of bed this morning because Jen and I stayed up pretty late last night. There is a....situation that is coming up and I just thought that we should talk things over before it happens. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't looking forward to it, but I try not to let on too much. ( Read more... )