Yeah Im still alive.
Quiet and away but alive.
A forewarning, this is not a happy post or fandom relevant. It's personal and depressing and behind a cut so that no one has to read it. I don't want to spam anyones f-lists with angst.
( Click if you want my angst )
A forewarning, this is not a happy post or fandom relevant. It's personal and depressing and behind a cut so that no one has to read it. I don't want to spam anyones f-lists with angst.
( Click if you want my angst )
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That was not really a friendship if it made you feel bad =/ It's good that you now recognise it for what it was - that means you will be able to deal with it accordingly.
It's good that you already feel a bit better, I'm sure it is just a first step to feeling a lot better.
I won't tell you not to think about bad stuff or to try and distract yourself somehow - you probably have some coping strategy of your own.
I just hope things will work out for you. Hang on in there! I'm sending you positive thoughts.
And I would be interested in seeing that play list - I love music lists, even depressing ones.
Don't be sorry! I don't really know what to say or do to help you, so if there is anything, let me know.
*hugs*
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I'm glad too, it helped a lot the first session so hopefully we c an keep moving forward.
Yeah, I know that now. It's still a bit shocking to tell the truth, a little but brutal in a way. I just can't believe it still.
Heh, coping? Music and burying myself into Original Series Star Trek. You'll see what I mean when I post my wallpaper. :P
I will. ^_^
Heh, ok. It tells a bit of a story as I like mine to do. :B
What you've said has helped enough. Thank you, hun. *hugs*
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As far as coping goes, original Star Trek is pretty good - I haven't seen all that many episodes, but it was a rather optimistic show, wasn't it? So it works well.
You're welcome *more hugs*
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Yeah it is. The Original Series is pretty good and I enjoy it a lot. :D
^_^
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