i really dont like when he talks to girllls. I get way jealous. it sucks.
but anywaysss. i had THE best nap i have had in a long time. I never get any sleep anymore...

so lets see, i just ate i think about 6 egg rolls. yeah....

And  now Im listening to my amazing new mix i burned yesterday. It's pretty cute, yuh know.

I watched this gayyy movie last night with some people. It was out of this world long. Actually, it wasnt that bad, it just had some really bad acting and I sat next to jojo, so we talked a lot. ( Read more... )

I feel like dancing.

you know the situations where you want to be really extremely happy, but there's no point? Or you're not? Yeah, I'm not making any sense to you, but i know what I'm talking about, cause duh, im me. I love the person I am. haha sounds conceded, but im FAR from it. I love being  nice to people. I love having feelings. I love ( Read more... )

i seriously think the best song in the world is I'll Be by Edwin McCain. It doesnt get much better than that ( Read more... )

seriously, girls need to know their boundaries.

no joke.

I should really take my own advice, but its so hard sometimesssss.

Youre suchhhh a hypocrit. haha i love it. not really.

sometimes... i really dont understand.
you can really frustrate me in the worst way.
but then, i cant get enough of you.
i hate it, but i love it.

and right now, i hate it.

I'm tired of crying. It's not getting me anywhere, but its what i always seem to end up doing these past couple days. I dont understand why it is so hard to let me drive? like seriously, the subject gets me SO emotional, and its the only shit that is bothering me right now. I HAVE soccer under control. I WILL get good grades, thats a given, and  I ( Read more... )

im frustrated. And I'm glad I am eating a pizza.

So.

I dont even know what to say...

I feel like I messed up big time. I don't know if what I am continuing is even good for me. Is it worth it? What the hell do I get out of it in the end? & I know I lost something so special to me. I took for granted. I know  we will never be close again. & that sucks. I know I dont need any more drama, I'm pretty ( Read more... )

dear god,

help me on this one.

...please.

sincerely,

amanda