Oh tonight. A night like the rest. I lay and dream of being remarkable. I look at the pretty lesbian girls on my screen. I miss them. Their long necks and cigarette smiles. They love each other like I couldn't if I wanted to ( Read more... )

I read my other entries. Most say “more to come”, Its always a lie. Let’s see if I can tie it up a bit ( Read more... )

I read my other entries. Most say “more to come”, Its always a lie. Let’s see if I can tie it up a bit ( Read more... )

Time to post. I get guilty when its been so long ( Read more... )

To begin is the easiest part. Its the stopping that gets hard ( Read more... )

Last night was open mic at Sahara pizza. It was really good to see a lot of people for high school. I got to see Mike Hodges and Jared Garcia. And Anya, only I don't remember her too much. Anyway, Jen played her guitar and Riley played too. I watched him and was filled with emotions. I thought of him singing on stage and all these little groupie ( Read more... )

Riley and I went to dinner tonight. I didn't feel much like talking. Amber, the color of my honey tea. Warm and gold and beautiful. I stare and reminisce. Riley doesn't ask why I'm quiet. We take the long way home. Down the empty streets we walk, stopping here and there to stare into windows. My hunger for culture in The Dalles is re-kindled. I ( Read more... )

So updates. The advanced course was amazing. Life has never been cooler. Truely. I have signed up for my Self expression and leadership program so that starts in September and is going to fucking ROCK ( Read more... )

I love Connor. So much. My very favorite musician. Sweeps me off me feet every time. I just read the lyrics to a song I had memorized. The power in his poetry is so profound. I rediscover it each time I hear it. I love you Connor. Take me away from here ( Read more... )

I came home early from work today. I'm not feeling very well. I took Andy to landmark last night. It was a pretty defeating experience, but eh ( Read more... )