i really only cry on the days you drive home away from me. but you call me when you get there and allways manage to promise to be home nextweekend. and you come home again. maybe it is like you promised. like in that song you sang to me you little fucker.... god youve changed. and i still wear a wall around my heart for you, your right.

a year ago i met an amazing boy. who was an asshole ( Read more... )

so the bomb was just dropped, that i am going to pay for school 100% on my own.
yeah thats right. daddy just told me he had to pull the money or him and mom cant retire.

i want to study returant and buisness management.

ive gotta come up with some more fast cash, put something away so i can float better.

for once in my life im scared
ive never felt quite like this before
all this is new emotion
it all cuts a little deeper
deep down i want you to hold my hand
and tell me its okay

but i feel human for once,
and i just wanna stay that way.

im gunna vomit.
but i feel better than last night.
whats really funny is her story doesnt fit.
im not hurt.
im amazing.
<3 you
jes

so yeah. on james myspace. two people said i wasnt pretty at all. kay maybe im not completely beautiful, but im not the uglyest kid in the world. so pretty much, someone go comment and make me feel better.

im sick of the bullshit they start down there or here.

<3<3 help.

i know tis is crazy, but i love a person
and i think im in love. but i pretend not to be in love because thats one big mess i cant handle.

im recycling my froshmen year prom dress and wearing it this year <3 yay! it was a beautiful dress ( Read more... )

new screen name: damn adoreable

im so happy no one has told me that they dotn like me.

i dont know what happened, but ive kinda given up.

i was tagged by abby

If you could be with any person in the world right now, dead or alive, who would it be?

James.

Now tag 3 other people.

1. abzy
2. al
3. gemz